Why does he need to be so hot and cold all the time?
I want to punch him, kick him but most of all I want to kiss him and never let him go.
He is a senior and I am a freshman, which means that next year we probably won’t be in the same country and this is why we are not together. We are in an “open relationship” but since there are no places to go and no parties we only see each other.
We do everything together. Play videogame, watch Netflix, cook, he even stay over every single night.
But why?
Why does he sleep on an air mattress in a shitty student hotel when he can go to his perfect apartment?
Why does he treat me like I am his princess?
Why did he admit to having feelings for me?
Why is he so caring and protective towards me?
Why can’t he just make up his mind?
Why are his actions giving me different signals than his words?
And after doing all those things he just keeps a straight face.
I know that I should talk to him about my feelings and tell him that I want us to be together but I am scared. What if he rejects me or pushes me away after?
I think I am in love with him…I screwed.
whatever you are experiencing is not uncommon. every year when fresher girls enter college, senior boys wait for them like a wolf because those girls are innocent, easy to manipulate and obviously no long term commitment issues. please don’t take me wrong but 99% senior boys have such mentality. perhaps his feelings are real but it doesn’t mean he loves you. everybody wants a companion with whom they can enjoy life but without responsibilities and you are such person to be with. if you also want to have some good time with him without any commitment then no problem but if you are in love with him and want commitment or a serious relationship then girl please back up ASAP. he is going to break your heart. i am not saying he is a bad person but if you 2 are not on same page then obviously you are heading towards a heart break. It’s better to talk to him about it and see what’s on his mind
thank you for your advice…i don’t know if i am mentally prepared for something like this but I will try to figure it out
I too had the same incident a few days ago …
I felt blacked out …
It took me a week to realised what had exactly happened…
Luckily I have some good friends whom I m great full to
For pulling me off this misery
the thing is…I only have 2 friends here and he is one of them.
he is my best friend here…
I feel like I am going insane
