Why do we follow someone on social media without knowing personally

3am Thoughts

What does self love mean to you? 🤍

Self Love

Heyy, need someone to talk to.


Stress

Tired of fuckingg everything and everyone. Everyone around me are into a relationship or have the one go to person, someone they have at the end of the day to talk to them and make them feel better about anything that's disturbing. Feeling way too lonely I don't know for what else or for what not things. Nothing feels right either, tired mentally as well as physically

Lonely

Nitho chepukovadaniki edi ledu annanu ,cheppadaniki matalu ravatledu endukante mem iddaram aina manasulu okate na poorthi prapancham thana choote untundi ,chikati ga unnapudu  rathri poota akasham  lo nvu naku nakshatram la kanapade vadivi  anthe kadhu , nuvu na pranam matrame kadhu  nen jeevinche prathi kshanam lo  nuvu unnav  , Na hrudhayam nve   na chivari nammakam kuda nve inthakante em cheppamantav  , na matallo ni peru matrame untundi ,ni peru matrame na matalu (kani  ipudu Emaindi nve lekunda poyav ).


I don't know where exactly to start or if this is the right place at all to vent it all out. I am broken and hurt and unable to process things anymore. And to make matters worse I can't even call it a proper relationship. I'm in love with a guy for the past two years but he claims that we are best friends and nothing more. I haven't been able to change my feelings for him and he knows that I'll be ready to fulfill all his needs even before he asks for it. Things were stable the first year but slowly this 'friendship' has come down to a one sided beneficial thing. He keeps raising his voice, tries to shut me down with meaningless justifications and expects me to maintain a safe distance from him. His words reflect his arrogance and he seems to be motivated by inputs from other women around him. He belittles me all the time yet does not block me. I asked him repeatedly to shut me out completely but he says he won't do it and that I need to learn a lesson for breaking trust. I don't understand where exactly I stand in his life and whether things will ever get better. All this has left me in a terrible state. I break down all the time and I am slowly losing my mental peace. Am I really unworthy of being loved or understood? Where did all this go wrong although I have always gone out of my way to make life comfortable for him? I wish he would stand in my shoes for once. I miss him all the time but I don't know what to do next. I don't even know why I wrote all this down. 

I have never been in love or maybe I don’t know how ot feels like to be in love 

Does is ever drives you crazy , just how fast everyone changes 

Friends

My ex lives just at the down floor of my flat, and i am friends with all my the ppl who lives downstairs. When we sit together, I feel bad and i want to hug him but i can't and he doesn't show any feelings like that

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