Why do some people have it all, and some jus have to try n jus hope they hav better days in future

3am Thoughts

Is it wrong to just have online friends and no one in real life?

Is it common to a have of lot on your mind but still feel empty as a soul? Trying to find a way out of it.

People disappoint me so easy.

I just want to go back I want that peace full life 

Memories

Sometimes things aren't meant to be fixed, you have to accept it the way as they are 💭

Life

Itna rona aa rha h😭😭

So I wanna make a confession .

I might be judged a lot on this but I think this is the right platform to express myself and whoever is reading this, I want you to share your opinions regarding this .

I might be quite problematic sometimes but I have this great goals and it’s something like I genuinely want to see myself somewhere someday. First of all it’s an app called “ Instagram “ that has ruined my mental health totally throughout my teen and now that I’m in my early adulthood phase I still can’t get over it . I sometimes really regret sharing too much . I really regret having those friends whom I relied on. I have this constant fear that I can’t ever do any thing anymore. I am 21 and I just want a fresh start . A fresh new beginning. I have been also thinking of changing countries for my masters but I don’t know how would I manage anything in my life I’m so much regretful that some day in future someone from my past would probably just ruin my reputation because I shared a lot with that person . I don’t know when will I grow up from my high school wounds I feel miserable. What is my problem?? I’m loosing focus I have become so Arrogant and self entitled.!?

Exhausted

I am fucked, i no longer know what to do.
Gave my 3.5 years to preparation for govt job but couldn't make it.  Gave 6-7 interviews for IT recruiter but still failures was all i got. My parents have no money to get me any professional course.
I thought of going to merchant Navy but dropped that option too because of investment. 
I don't want to live a low life.

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