Why do parents care more about log kya kahenge Rather than how their own child feels . Like it doesn’t matter how shit and low their child is feeling but as long as the child is behaving infront of others then it’s all good. 

Ugh it sucks like the society doesn’t even have a good book nothing u do is ever enough but one little slip and ur parents don’t care about how shitty they are making u feel, it’s all good if the society says it good smh 

F$$king society pressure i just wanna fuck%$g ran out of my house 

3am Thoughts

If the night is dark and full of terror, speak your heart out and shine like an amber.

Everyone just fucking changes everytime idk whyyyyyyyyy

Frustration

Someone left,
As time swept,
There were memories and they troubled,
There was pain and it doubled,
Maybe your place was strong enough to break my heart,
Or it was for long so it tore me apart,
I know you still long to be with me here,
Just hoping you will ping me dear,
I know I've made mistakes maybe they hurt you a lot,
But there's always a time to untie some nasty knot,
I know I'm silly hope I didn't lose you,
Just don't bid me an adieu,
You know I love you right?
Why can't you take my mistakes a lil light....
{ I hurt someone really close by listening to my shitty best friend.. I need u back dear... i love you..}


Breakup

I guess we all are wasting our time on focussing on what we don't have rather we should focus on what we have and be grateful for that and what we don't have is because it must be harmful or not necessary for us to have . So we should be grateful for what we have.
That's it . See you guys tomorrow.

Coming Out

https://open.spotify.com/track/356bcy3BLWuyUwOi56pb87?si=HjFd-Bz9QZ6oQUqbHf02lg&utm_source=copy-link

getting thru my nerves rn... 

Music

Hey guys the names lucky .. I want you guys to help me out about this situation it’s not technically a “situation” I have a friend I went to school with met her this year we were super close loved each other always made her laugh there wasn’t a day where we had a bad day . Ever since we graduated she Ive noticed I’ve been the only person who called her texted her and I asked myself why am I the only one checking up I her she never checks up on me ... then I backed off to see if she ever would call or text me but no answer months passed and I just want to check up on her because I said “let me be the bigger person” I did call her she picked up  but she was talking like she was getting annoyed From or seemed like she didn’t want to talk anymore . I mean no lie you can actually hear from a persons voice that they so really have any interest in you. she always told me I’m very antisocial, I don’t talk to a lot of people but when I post on IG she used to comment and show love no she doesn’t she shows it to her other friends . I just wondering what is it that I’ve done to her I actually cared for her made her my friend I could swear to you that I’ve done nothing to her but give her love and treat her they way she wanted . Can you guys tell me what I’m doing wrong or what is the problem? 

Friends

Its just my rant....
I feel this life so painful at every min of the day. I JUST DON'T WANT TO LIVE, THAT'S IT, JUST A SMALL WISH. why this life is painful? that even just a small wish cannot be fulfilled that too causing no harm to anyone but lifting away some burden on earth. Why so much painnnn... I don't want to live that's it but I have no options other than living bearing the pain  that can't die by my choice. It's not physical but every other. Though nothing tragic happened in life but life not going even okay either. I make no sense by living but will just distress people around me... I feel I am the panoti person from houseful movie who can't do anything good in her life nor in others but leaves disappointmeeeeeeeeeeent. 
Yes, I am a disappointment but how to bear this pain ???living is so hardddd for me. And ofc no one wants such person in their lives neither do I want.. that's why I want to get vanished from earth. Looking everywhere I got that I am the only one not meant to be human. arggjgnhhhhh😖😖😭😭

Life

My ex is in open relationship with the girl he cheated on me with and they are happy. 

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