Why do my friends always leave me :(( I help them selflessly and still they end up leaving me. They talk to me only when they need me. I have lost my best friends in past few years and this makes me feel so lonely. 🥺 I am left with nobody to talk to.

Ohh that's so sad 🥺! Sure, we can be friends :)

Yes true, but it hurts when the person whom I called my best friend, forgot me.

Hmm... Such friends are not real friends.. So be happy that they are out of your life :) make new friends.. And don't hurt yourself for people who don't deserve to be your friends

I face the exact same thing, it feels very lonely to me too. I lost all my friends last year, just because we were not meeting, and after I did everything in this friendship. Like my presence doesn't matter to anyone on this planet.
Do you want to be my friend ?

i know exactly how you feel it sucks to feel alone and just want to have someone to always have your back in dealing with this right now so i understand 

Friends

True friends:
True friends are those who tickle you a lot when things are going well, and when things are going well and when things are bad, the same wandering friends show up at your door.

Lately i feel like im subcontiously mixing my desire for a romantic partner with my friend group. 
Some backround, im a 20yo straight guy throughout my life i can only remember having crushes on women. Also my current friend group is only guys. 
Out of my friend group 1 person has been really supportive to me when i wasnt in a very good spot. I talk to these people every day and we mainly talk over a mostly voice based platform like discord. And the problem is that sometimes i catch myself feeling possesive over that one person and expecting affection from him.  I have thought about my sexuality but i dont really ties in here, i think it mostly is the lack of physical interaction and affection that has come to a lot of people with the pandemic. I really feel like sometimes even if i try to think it through using logic my emotional brains picks up and makes me feel sad and extremely lonely.
Thanks for reading, if you have anything to say please, by all means

I have only one friend who i talk to daily today they didn't talk to me at all and told me to shut up and leave them alone I felt so bad and today I also felt very lonely are they trying to cut me off or I don't really know, they're not in a good place and when I try to talk they cut me and ask me to leave this feels really bad and makes me anxious because I feel they will abandon me

basically my friend group dont like me but i still hang around with them anyways bc i dont have anybody else to go with but today i walked up to them and they all started whispering and smiling at eachother and then this girl was like oh *my name* and i was like yeaaa why do you still hang around with us and i just went idk bc i was panicking and then they all turned around at started laughing and looking at eachother and then they all just ran off to the 2 people werent there and are in there friend group and they obvi told them about it because they started laughing and then they turned around and looked at me and istg i nearly started crying bc i didnt know what to do i dont even like them i just have no other friends so i just stick around with them but idk if i should just leave them and then be a loner bc my own company is probably better than feeling nervous all the time around them they also always do this look whenever i walk over and start smiling but like in a bad way and i just dont know i also never talk with them im just silent ughhhhhh i have like 3 options i either stay with them and get teased or i leave there group and just go on my own or i just kill myself 

I am neither happy nor sad.
I don't know what I'm feeling.
I want friends but i don't think I am able to maintain friendships. I have a lot of friends like a lott.
But in the last month I lost two of my closest friends.
And since then I keep on wondering if something is wrong with me?
I don't really know.....

Hey you.. yeah u just don't overthink everything chill out who are real will stay don't try to force friendship or lovee
Chill out babe everyhtings gonna be ok ur eventually gonna find who loves u truly

Motivation

if it is real it has no ends

Insecurity


 Is it just me or do you also  think that sometimes when putting alot of effort for your friends and not getting the same effort back makes you  feel weird?  Like I've never been friends with someone who actually was the  first one to text me or give surprises, gifts etc. I always doubt them that is this a sign that they don't make efforts for me?  I mean I understand that sometimes they don't get time to text first and stuff but..  It feels kinda weird to be always the first one to text, do stuff for them etc. :( 
IDk what to say about this but sometimes,  sometimes I kinda wish I had a friend like me '-' 
One time I decided to not text anyone first for a day and the next day I had 0 new messages. It's not like I need their attention 24/7 but knowing  that someone actually cares for you really means alot. I'm in search for many friends as possible to make my life worth living so if you wanna friends just tell me your snap chat if you have it  in the comments :> my snap chat is : @mithi.martolia 
I hope I'll become friends with some amazing people on this site byeeee!!  Have a great day🌸 

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