Why do I feel like I need an elder sister?? Lately whenever I see siblings it makes me feel single child sucks... Just now watched some rakhi videos on YT i guess that's why...

Haha even if it's stressful i want that cause I never experienced that before...

You probably only want that because of how fun it seems maybe? Having siblings is really stressful at times but it’s not horrible so I could see why some people would want them.

Family

I lost my last hope after seeing something today🥺

3am Thoughts

Hangama hai kyun barpaa
Thori si Jo pee li hai
Daka toh nhi dala..
Chori toh nhi ki hai..

Life

Hey wonderful people!


Happy

It's like my whole body is shaking with each breathe

Depression

" We dont loose them, they loose us " 

Lonely


I got admitted to a new school and it's been a year in that school but because of the pandemic, I have never been to that school. I have always talked to the students of that school through Instagram.
I started talking to a guy who studies in my new school. He is a really nice guy and it is evident that he likes me now and sometimes I like him too...but I don't know, I mean, I have really confused feelings for him.
for example- If we go days without talking so I wait for him to message me but as soon as he messages me I lose all interest in him, I'm like umm yaa okay...I'll reply to him. I don't know why...some days I have a crush on him, some days not. 
Whenever we talk, it's super boring for me because he sounds too formal and serious and never cracks any jokes. 
And now I cannot just ignore his texts because now we are like really good friends.
What is this feeling and what am I supposed to do?

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