Why can't I leave her permanently, i still think a lot about her.
Why did i accept her follow request i really don't know...now im thinking should i remove her...i feel pain when i see her but i still wanna keep her close.
I really got no idea what to do.

I really don't know maybe 4 years don't wash off fast...or maybe i still imagine being with her

I tried blocking her, but i can't i feel weird

Nope..she tried with the one she cheated on me but the person turned out to be a fraud

leave her you don't always trust the people u love or you will just repeat a big mistake bc history won't repeat itself so my advise to u is to just let go

3am Thoughts

Could anyone help me coz its like for me I’m worrying a lot abt my frnds breakup which is not becoz of me but her lover claims that it’s becoz of me and Im so worried that she’s my close frnd and shes now avoiding me and also she’s feeling a lot don’t know what to do we made a lots and lots of good memories and I can’t bare her that she’s not happy now 🥺her b day is also coming indirectly I’m feeling like I’m the one who ruined her love but idk she’s commited unless she let me know after her lover’s fight becoz of my chats or knowing me😞basically I’m a medico so we talked abt medical stuffs and he though like she was talking to me with bad intention thats completely wrong 😞as a frnd and as a future dr I just reassured her certain things but now I feel that it was all becoz of me and I can’t even concentrate on my things there’s a glimpse of her memory now and then like how she was and I ruined her like that pls help

Relationships

I feel i am tired of living i am tired of bearing this pain since we ended our 7 year relationship after fighting for long 1 year its just 3 month and as the tym its getting harder for me handle this pain i loved her with all everything i have so does she but last year april 2020 when everything seems perfect we had that unfortunate argument which was beacuse of her miss understanding and we just didn’t able to get over it we faught every 3rd day since that happened i tried to everything us from stop fighting we were fading and it was visible our conversation are dying she stopped trusting me she was falling apart and i tried everything I wasn’t able to hold her after everything happened we finally borke up in December at first I thought this  will gonna make things better for both of us but as the time is its getting difficult everyday i don’t feel any motive of working , or taking care of me , of living i just want to end my pains i feel like just disappear 

Breakup

to the guy she loves,

she’s a rainbow in the night sky, rare and incredibly beautiful. never ever lose her for any reason. she doesn’t express her feelings openly, but that doesn’t mean she’s devoid of them and so doesn’t ever do anything that might hurt her even a little bit. if you do so then i might be your worst nightmare.

she enjoys the cute little fights for importance, but be sure to end them now and then because she doesn’t like them extending for days. even if there isn’t any mistake on her part, she doesn’t mind apologizing as the relationship is more important to her than her ego. so all you have to do is, forget the problems and behave normally with her again.

she never lies and so she doesn’t like it when people don’t believe her. it pisses her off like anything. so please don’t do that, ever.

she has high goals in life and so she may not always be able to spend time with you. you’ve got to understand this and give her space. at times when she feels low, she expects you to be there for her. so be there to comfort her always.

she enjoys a little possessiveness but please don’t overdo it as it becomes a bit nagging.

she might fall asleep at times when you’re talking but instead of getting angry or upset about it, learn to appreciate the cuteness and her interest in talking to you until the very end of the day.

always choose her above anything or anyone else, and you’ll never regret it. i can guarantee you that.

from
the guy who loves her.
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My partner is extremely lazy and is not as enthusiastic as I am about our business which we started an year back she hardly contributes anytime and effort in it. What to do I am really frustrated and when I talk to her about it she gets angry and fights and argues .

Past few days had been really difficult. I thought i getting better letting her go but it feels like all the toughness i show on the outside like i don't give a shit i don't miss her burst on me in a few days. My chest feels heavy my throat aches i fucking wanna know if she's doing okay(knowing she doesn't give a fuck about me) i hope this is for the final time whatever shit that's happening cuz ik there she's hanging out with other peeps enjoying her life barely remembering me and here I'm remembering her every hour no matter whatever thr fuck i did or however busy i stay..(sorry guys whoever is reading this i had to vent myself )

I met this girl for arrange marriage set up. Initially I wasn't interested about her but we chatted for couple of days and I fell for hard. Once she didn't pick my call got all angry and blasted a very nasty text towards her. But after that she got distant and didn't talked and chatted very rarely. I even apologized many times but nothing improved. A month later she declined proposal saying we are not compatible. She lives in a different city and we only met once. Can anyone help me what can be done here, please. 

Marriage

That night, when her text pop up it was late but seeing it i got chills... Like something was on my neck crawling around. I should not be this excited.
Her: hey!
Her: you there?
Her: are you asleep  ?
Her: i guess so...

I read them from notification bar... I'm not ignoring but it’s just i want to talk and at the same moment don't want to talk. Yes i know I'm confused.

All those thoughts are like rollercoaster they are coming back and forth between me and her .

Everything was on hault, i wasn't prepared for let her go cause she was everything I called peace.

I know Those eyes won't make me comfortable now her smile wouldn't make me happy as then. But afterall I wanna try i can't imagine working out of thing without her. She knows how important she is for me. Is making fun out of me ? Or she want just pull legs and letting me go ? What if I'm not as important as she is for me ? What if I don’t hold the same place as she do in my heart?...
I know this all makes no sense and all this was like another shit about taking things as it appears. _overthinking_ i guess and I know it is a Problem with me still I can't let her go I can't lose “US”

She was an addiction. And when I am with her there was no escape , but it's not dark just looming shadows as far as I could see , I just don't want to admit that she's taken over my life..

People changes. Feeling changes.
It simply means that sometimes when people grow , they grow apart.
But it doesn't mean that the love once shared wasn't true and real
you flinch everytime i try to reason over how i was in love with you, nearly as if you have never heard of a lie, almost blasphemous in its nature, as big as this one before.

you laugh at my face with tears right at the corner of your eye, trying gloriously hard to command some control over it and keep yourself from breaking down in front of me, failing miserably at an attempt to hide it all away.

it hurts me to see you holding pain in your heart, so much of it that the only way for it to come out of you is in forms almost physical and yet, all i want you to believe is in the fact that love once shared stays love forever, even when the people no longer belong to each other.

i want to whisper silent prayers and take the pain away, and fill you with the assurity of how love never ends and stays true to its existence once its born, and holding on to that, hurts way less than holding on to something which no longer exists.

you flinch everytime i try and tell you how a part of me would always love you with all it's entirety, everytime i wish there comes a point where we look at each other and remember the magnificent love that we nurtured together.

i wish i could tell you how people fall in love and sometimes fall apart, and yet the love once shared, is always going to be love, as eternal as it is.

but most of all, i wish i could somehow make you love that part of me, and not hate the whole of me.

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