Why cant I just be happy 
why I am so anxious ,sad and bitter all the Time
why am I overthinking every damn thing.
I cant anymore make it stop
I just want to be peaceful and I am trying so hard
why I am like this 
there is always weight in my chest 
I want it gone
I deserve to be happy and peaceful I went through so much 
I cant I just cant anymore please make it stop 🥺😭


I am trying I am trying so hard but I just cant stop this overthinking and anxiety 

I have reason to be happy i have a great boyfriend who loves me 
i have a good job
but I cant get rid this anxious feeling off of my chest 
you dont understand 
its easy to say be happy 
find a reason
the truth is i am trying so hard 


Overthinking

can a person change ? like for me mistakes are done once and if u repeat them they are ur decisions they are not mistakes anymore . why do people not change ?  when people do so much for u and then also u don't change ". why?????? 

Conflict

If you could read any type of blog, what would it be?

3am Thoughts

No matter how many people I've met in a day. Hang out with or just conversations. Nothing makes my soul lighten up or feel the comfort. In the end all I love nd want is me to cherish,to love nd to be with. I never know that I would appreciate my inner alone child this much that will turn out to be the only friend of mine. And at this point, I don't want anything. Cuz I got everything with ME💗

Affirmations

Anyone from Delhi wants to connect? I am a guy. If the vibe matches, we can be friends. But only decent people plz

What hurts THE MOST?!
Not getting attention even from your father. You came across something new and different, you get up to let your father know about it. Got ignored, "mere pass time ni hai". That would have hardly taken a minute if he had listened to me. And I am 22 yrs old. 😞

Lonely

How do you manage your thoughts when you are feeling lonely? When you are feeling so vulnerable? I am trying to watch TV series and movies, but the thought of my gf keeps coming back in my mind. We are still together, but I can sense that with each passing day maybe we both are drifting apart from each other. I madly love her, I love her a lot. But the hunch that she is hiding a lot from me, is haunting me. I do not want to sound so needy and desperate but I do not know how else to control my emotions.  

What should I do? I am very nervous and I don’t want to lose control. ￼

Anxiety

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I'm confused about my future like i know what my ambition is but still due to some reasons i can't be focused on it!! :(

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