Why can't accidents happen or corona should have taken me down? Can't bear the pain anymore 😭

People are deserting. Work looks s**t and.... Can't count the problems 

Welcome where? Hell? There already, just got worse!

Friends. Don't say that word. Its them who are driving me crazy.

Frankly, developing trust issues. I was very optimist but now I am very drained.

3am Thoughts

I'm having a Panic attack. Night times and early mornings are usually so tough to process 😭 I feel so helpless at times 😭 my younger brother is toxic with me. He mentally and emotionally harasses me every single day. I don't know what to do 😭 I can't deal. I just want cry myself to sleep. 😭

Anxiety

life is too short to live with regrets.
if you love someone, if you miss someone, tell them. speak your heart. laugh and live the way you want to live. 

Affirmations

Should I tell my ex how I feel? And yes he is in another relationship.

Relationships

Is it just me or everyone is feeling all alone, sad,depressed, crying over past?? Is it just me or anyone else is also feeling like dying is better than living??🙂🙂

I don't know what is wrong in my relationship. Today i had a little argument with him sharing his Instagram password. I had already deleted mine and he said he'll do the same. But he is just postponing it and today he said he'll do it by himself. Without letting me see. I do trust him but once we had huge fight and we blocked each other and i found out he was texting other girls and said ily to one of them. Later he said sorry and sh't but I'm still having little insecurity. And today ge basically said to trust him on Instagram or he'll break up 

Boyfriend

Hi! This is just a general reminder post one could say. 2 years back, I proudly used to claim that love isn't a thing for me, like it would never happen to me because it never did. But then I met the one. I didn't realise i was falling until he decided to just cut me off. We knew we liked each other but 'love' was yet to be discovered. But he didn't even give me the time to realise, to tell him how much i was in love with him. I really don't like saying this but unfortunately he was my 1st love, like genuineee!! It really took me a lot to come out of that pit. I would just cry thinking what went wrong for days but not let anyone know that i was this miserable. My bestie helped me a lot through her 'free-theropy'. But nothing seemed to work for me, a part of me would still have hopes of us getting back, until i decided to stop! He moved on, he found a new girl just a week after we stopped talking, he never tried to make things work then why should i keep a single thread of hope towards him? He didn't deserve me! Forget about him, I deserve the best i would say, and he was a trash. No, i don't hold grudge against him, it's just he didn't even deserve me to throw him a smile on and i wasted almost a year crying over that person! 
I have healed. I smile a lot these days and I am happy. That's all what matters ig, no?✨

Self Love

The Cheeks burned, as tears were that hot...

Triggered by a memory today. I had a minor accident 4-5 months ago while returning from the temple with a friend. Another bike hit ours, his mistake. I was bleeding, but everyone had only minor injuries and was safe.

My wound was deep; a lot of blood came out. Once home, I texted her, "Hey, I had an accident." She replied with just "mm."

I was shocked. The girl who would call 24*7 if I had a fever now acted cold. The pain from the wound was less than 1% compared to the mental pain she caused.

That "mm" was a clear message, and I never understood. I wanted a simple text, at least "Are you okay now?"

All this slowly turned into trauma, and I was trauma-bonded for a year. My failure started from there. I was expecting a bare minimum.

Everyday, incidents like this trigger me, and today,  I cried a lot. I don't remember a single good memory from that trauma bond 🥺😔

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