"Why are becoming like your mother"
hah love it so here for it thanks for making me feel like the piece of shit that i am bro. 

Hi.. I remember I was 14.. and I was in the streets. There will be a lot of people wanting you to do a lot of things... You'll want to do a lot of things... But always stay true to yourself. No matter what 🖤 I can tell you're a smart girl.

Anger Issues

My mother wants me to sacrifice everything I have, my studies, my friends, my house and leave the city so that I could live with her. I just want some time to take such a huge step but she isn't talking to me since she asked me to do it, I tried making conversation with her, even tried some jokes, she showed no interest and kept ignoring me, I'm having panic attacks because of this and she knows it. Still she keeps looking at me with disgust and reminding me that I'm the reason for all the problems in this world. It might sound caring for some of you and to some extent i agree but there are many things that I can't type and i am just sad that she's not empathising with me.

Anxiety

I love my mom but when we fight she gets hyper and brings out all the minute things which like trigger me into saying some pretty hurtful things that I'll regret saying later which further aggravate her. Someone please help before It gets worse🤧

So My mom is a bit toxic and i am frustrated with her behaviour towards me. I Dont know what problem she has with me but she constantly Keep on taunting me indirectly. And You can ignore this till a point. I dont want to discuss this with her coz she wont understand anything. She keeps on taunting me indirectly everytime whenever she talks with other people too she does this it makes me upset i dont know what to do.

Parenting

So My Mom always shows off as if she is very worried and Have all the tensions. She Always Blames me Like your life is easily and makes me feel worthless... She always shows me you have nothing only i have all the tensions in whole world.... this has happened many times.

Remember how a simple thing makes you pissed. Just like now, my mother unintentionally changed the keyboard layout/type. No matter hlw much I don't want to be pissed. The fact that itvwas changed and I can't figure out how to return it, pisses me off. Now that it's back now, I hate myself for getting pissed on small things just because she doesn't know everything ni matter hiw careful she might be.

Is my mom ashamed of me? She does not even like my company.. Whenever I tell her to spend some time with me she denys.. When I tell her go out with me she shouts at me Or say don't u have friends/go with someone else I don't have time.. She doesn't have time for me .. She is always busy in useless stuffs.. Or I can say sometimes I feel she is selfish.. She only come to me when she has to backbitch about someone or to gain sympathy

Emotional Abuse

Irritated 

It's alot my mother just treats me as a backup for when something doesn't go right so she uses me for the back up plan and when i try to open up too her she always assumes tiktok did something to me and i always tell her were not in the old generation anymore btw she's 38 and im 13 going through this i know it doesn't sound like i'm happy but i can't fix it.And the only people that makes me happy are people that isn't in the state i live in i just can't do it anymore.i think i might hang myself..and she always puts me down and like body shame me and she thinks i act grown because i have the biggest bottom in the house that i can't do anything about.and its not my fault yall dont have a big butt.and i just wanted to come vent to the people reading this,i want you to know i love you and i always will.

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