Why am I like this?? I read here people talking about their problems and they are genuine and then I think about myself who has everything in life but still not happy. There is not anything wrong with my life but i don’t feel happiness. People around me seems to be happy with things they do meanwhile me struggling that why they are happy but i am not. Me and my friends do same stuff but i just give fake smile and thinking why they seem so happy and why I am feeling anxious. Today we were in our college auditorium attending a function and i was feeling so emty like I could cry anytime.
I think I am so weak. I have these self harming habits but i hate these cuts on my arm. Yesterday some of my classmates saw these cuts(I was hiding it with medical tape but they saw it) and told me for who I cut myself as a joke and I felt so uncomfortable. But my friend covered for me for which I am so thankful. But i cried when I was alone that why people think this way. Why can’t they understand that i could have another reason. I feel so pathetic. I always cry, can’t study. I am so fake telling everyone I am ok but i am broken. I sometime just want to die.
hey
do you wanan talk about it?
Yupp!! I seriously need someone but I don’t know if anyone can understand me.
