Whtspp is way more distracting than ig... 
Like I can't ignore any person i reply them very quickly literally very quickly...


Lmao i uninstalled it for 1 one day and bharrr gya msg

If you getting msgs then it must be. Since clg is stopped, it's all blank

3am Thoughts

I'm a very short tempered person. I don't know how to control myself in such situations. But not everyone has seen that side of me. In most cases people in my home are the one's who get to see my violent side. And mostly it would be my mom. I didn't actually want that to happen. But it just gets out of my body. And i would regret everything the very next moment even though there is nothing i could do after. I control my anger to a very extend so it never happened in front of my friends or public. Or maybe once or twice there was instance were i got a lil angry at them but not worse. I don't how to get rid of this behavior. I really want to get myself more peaceful. But how

I'm not wearing
short skirt,

I'm not holding
pom poms,

I'm not even
good at dancing

but Love,

I can always be 
your cheerleader

in your 
silent battles,

in your 
little victories,

in your
failures,

I'll always
be that someone

who'll never
get tired 

cheering
and supporting you

in everything
you do.



I need to talk to someone as a distraction 

Depression

Really confused😣

Confusion

i don’t feel good about myself. at all. and i know it’s “normal” to have insecurities about yourself, but when i look in the mirror, i only ever feel hatred for the person looking back at me. i’ve grown up with a mum who’s always been fixated on how her body and appearance is perceived. she barely eats anything and drinks gallons of tea and water to get her through the day and to lose weight in the process. it’s been such a toxic and confusing environment for me because now i feel like i have to be like her in order for her and i to actually relate about something. so i eat less. feel guilty. binge eat. feel guilty. purge. feel guilty. and it’s a viscous cycle that’s been occurring for over 5 years now but i’ve only just decided to open up about it. i crave my mothers validation more than anything. it’s only been her and i my whole life and she’s given me everything, a roof over my head, protection, a good school and more. so i feel like i owe it to her to listen when she tells me to eat less, exercise more, watch my weight etc etc. because at the end of the day, no matter how badly she may treat me at times, i’m always willing to put her feelings before mine. i just hope that one day i’ll look in the mirror and not feel hatred for the person staring back at me.

Body Dysmorphia

https://youtu.be/AmAaWCFlxEE

this is the song i was listening to when i turned 22 and i felt so alive😀

Music

I want to sleep but neend is not coming😒🙂

Crush

Fuck I was feeling good the whole day now I kinda don't. Really want to talk to someone with whom I can connect on deeper level... that's not much possible ig! sigh..

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