Whom am i missing?
Why am i feeling miserable?
Why cant i do anything?
What should i do to make myself be normal?
Just why?
What did i do?
Why do i have to live this way even if i dont want to?
Why nothing is going my way?
Literally nothing!!
Why am i feeling useless?


Idk the answers to your questions but I know that you’re not alone in feeling this way. :)

3am Thoughts

dazzling little dots, scattered in black carpet, covering the infinite.

Or

Covering the infinite, there lies a black carpet, holding the scattered little dots, dazzling through the meadow of the night.

In this stillness of repose, accompany __ in filling this silent conversation...


Any blinks here?

Music

I dont want to disappoint myself yet i keep doing that. 
☹️

Roote haste bss yuhi tum guun guunate rehna ....

Failure

Hello just new here and this is my first post this July. Hope things really get better in time...

I don't know to start, but why is it hard to change old habits, feelings and way of thinking? I just want to let it all out maybe someone may notice and share good advices as to how to get out of this black hole inside my heart. For the past 2 months (actually it seems like always) I was feeling so down, I resigned in my job thinking of finding better opportunity, but things didn't go well as expected. I thought it won't take so much time to get in to this job that I was really looking forward too and that made me financially struggling. Right now I was stuck in our house waiting for an update since they told us to just wait. I guess this past 2 months of hiatus gave me time to think and reflect on myself. I feel like I'm having identity crisis, feeling unmotivated, so discouraged and lost. I'm trying to cheer myself up despite the situation I have, try doing new things but still after doing that I go back to that certain feeling of loneliness. Honestly, there are times that I keep asking myself what is it that I really want because I don't know anymore. I don't know if I am making my own dreams or goals or if it's somebody's dream that I was just trying to own. I feel like I was just running in circles without realizing where am I heading to. I just don't know anymore. Early this morning I was focused on the positive side but right now, I feel like I'm embracing negativity again. It really makes me so unfocused to the point that I just don't want do anything at all. I just hope that I can change for the better and be genuinely happy. But why is it so hard? (Can you help me understand please?)

Lonely

Have you ever loved someone with your whole heart and than that person make you feel like you are the one who is hurting them and for their shake you get agree on it and leave them and then they make you feel like you are doing very bad with them hurting them very much and you are feeling nothing in their thinking 

Ugh its time for my period. Sometimes the pain is unbearable..

Sometimes there's no one who can understand your mood and you need just a shoulder like a friend, who support you how to handling the situation of your to depression, anxiety, family pressure and for many other purposes...And if you will call your friend they will not response your call msgs & In the end you will be alone no one can guide you how to heal the situation and no one to hear your pain & then you will cry behind the pillow and that shit hurt more..... 🥺

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