Who else wishes to not feel possessive over the little things. 😩🥺

I did feel this when I was in a relationship. Over the time you realise you can’t control everything. Like you have to learn to let go. It’s peaceful that ways. 

3am Thoughts

I miss him so badly in the last days…

Baat itni si h ki Maine waade kie h kuch ki mai apne purane raasto pe dubara nahi jaunga , sharafat k zindagi ki Kasam khai h warna barbaad kaise karte h wo to ham ache s jaante h 

Relationship mantra:
If your ex gets better than you , then you are envious ,
But if he/she gets worse than you then you are happy 

Learning: dusron ka dukh = apni khushi 

Hi 
It's been very hard to get anything done, things have been like this for so long, I am upset and angry with my family, for what they have been doing, I always wanted to do a master's abroad, but during the end of my bachelors financial situation was so bad so I couldn't purse what I wanted, so I chose to do masters in a university in my city but I turned to be a hell, I am scoring good but practical wise it is worst and had to write semester exams back to back like had to write exams for a whole day ( 3 exams in same day ) and continuously for 2 weeks, the management is worst  , so I couldn't handle it and I hated it so much so that I wanted to discontinue it and told my parents about it, they said yeah come out if it, but without a solid plan on what to do next I felt it would be stupid to drop out just like that, so I said if I drop out of uni I want to do masters abroad and I gave them a budget and everything, but when I made the decision to go ahead with the masters abroad plan, my dad started shouting and said many thing which were like bullying, he said he doesn't know how I even passed my 12 or my bachelors with such good marks, he said I am not fit for it, he said I am not capable of doing a phd and that I just follow what others do and I am not even as talented or intelligent as my friend, which was all hurtful, I cried out so much that day, it felt worse than a breakup, so I decided that I won't be able to fight through this and I made up my mind to pursue masters here in my toxic and messed up university, 
But now after all that you are not worth it talk, my parents say we will fund you to do the masters abroad, so drop out of college, 
So now I am so confused about whether I should trust them and drop out and honesty I am scared to do so because I have crossed 3 semesters and 3 more to finish the degree, so if I drop out and not get into any college this year it will be like 3 years of gap in my career, 
And I am so depressed  and worried on whom to talk to about this, my parents have showed very little support till not and so I just don't know what to do. 
I am very indecisive and I would appreciate any reply and ideas, so please help me 

Anxiety

Looking for friends who can understand mental illness and depression and anxiety issues. Anyone?

Friends

Beautiful are those "someone's eyes" where
you see yourself with a lot of love and respect.
And if you cannot read those eyes, may be you
got to be a little more better at reading them.
Precisely you got to start understanding what
they have for you in them.

Adulting

Mujhe bhi romeo bana hai lekin Juliet ke bina meri kahani adhuri hai.😫😫

Now&Me Feedback

It does feel bad when I am the only trying to keep up the conversation....i get attached to people really fast ... gotta fix that lol 

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