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It means alot ..
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3am Thoughts

Feeling as a piece of paper left unwritten 

Insecurity

In India, where parents are considered next to gods why I feel this huge toxicity towards them! Something wrong with me? 

Anxiety

Jab yaad aaye or kuch na kar sake toh kya kare?

Memories

The office or Friends

My partner introduced me to his family, spoke about marriage and then broke up with me soon after. Why do people do that? What does it mean? We were in a 2 year relationship. 🥺

Love

The stigma around ending someone's life should just be ended. There are times in life when nothing works out. Just nothing. Doesn't matter whether it gets better or not. But what about me? What if I can't take this suffering anymore? What if my depression never gets better and it eats me up 24*7? Why am I not allowed to kill myself for the sake of people who know me? I'm getting to experience my suffering. No one else is.  Then why can't I just end it? They've created this society for all the successful above average people and made it miserable for us below average ones. And whenever we think of Killing ourselves, " what about your family?" Then give me a reason for living for my family. Give me a Effing reason. They created all the jobs for the academically sound ones and never even think of giving the less a chance. They reject us what skills we know. But never ask why we don't know it. Never even give us the opportunity to learn from the ABCs. Education is so expensive for us below average people since no quality colleges will take us. And no private colleges want us for less money. Why are things like this? Why can't I just end it all and be done with it? They've made dreaming illegal for us mediocres. 

Suicidal Ideation

Here are some things I wish I was never taught by my parents 
- be thr bigger person. Keep you mouth shut even after offenders continuous exploitation. Don't cause a scene
- be nice to the people who disrespect you 
- abuse is okay 
- being mean to the people you love is okay because the love is not sustainable. Whereas the others outside your close circle deserve to be treated nice 
- sacrifice for people who treat you like crap in hopes that someday they will like you 
- you have to be liked. Even if it means sacrificing your sanity 
- your health doesn't matter. Mental and physical well being doesn't matter. As long as you are resourceful to others
- walk on familiar paths. They are safer without any chances to grow. 
- work life balance does not exist. 
- if you are unhappy, you deserve that. Loathe in your unhappiness and don't work towards having a better life. 
- it is okay to raise hands out of anger but it is not okay to disrespect a stranger 
- you will only be loved if you are smart and score well in exams 
- you will only get attention and help if you are incapable to take care of yourself. Meaning, if you Independent, everyone will forget about you and you will feel like crap. 
- it is okay to steal from loved ones. 
- it is not okay to be perfectly normal family whose elders don't pass generational trauma and depression 
- there is no such thing as smart work. Only hardwork exists. 
- it is okay to neglect your kids. 
- Your feeling will not be acknowledged
 so please cry in a pillow. 
? the reversed roles of siblings is perfectly fine
- the good ones are made to feel like crap for letting it loose once in a while. 
- healthy relationships are non existent. You only get gaslight, narcissist, unhealthy, mentally deranged partners. 

There's probably more but I can't remember 

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