Which one is better?
Trapping everything inside yourself and trying to be happy/positive or taking everything out (in your behaviour, relations, activities)and feeling miserable.
I don't even know if this makes any sense but this is how I feel. 
Does anyone relate?

Hey! I don't think it is ever a good idea to repress. Perhaps you should try to find constructive outlets like art or writing or simply talking about it more here? Don't keep it all inside you though, that is never helpful. 

Relatable. It's never healthy to trap everything inside yourself because one day, the bottle will explode and you will burst out with your emotions and that will not be healthy. But, even when you take everything out, your behaviour needs to somewhere be in control, in terms of not harming yourself or others. This dilemma is always very confusing but it's okay, just do what makes you feel better!

Mental Health

And i failed  again.. I'm picking myself every time i fall.. but its getting heavier now.. 
I don't  know how much longer i can take this.  
I go through my contacts and i cannot find one person that i can talk to. The burden, feel like its eating me from inside, a brain dead, what a waste.

Depression

Hi! Let me start by talking about myself. I am a 27 years old female and I am the bread winner of my family.

My father died when I was only 3 years old. Since then, I've never really had a normal life. 

My mother moved back to her parents house. From a very young age, I've learned to walk on eggshells around others. My mother was not my grandparents' favorite child, nor was I their favorite grandchild. I grew up envying, hating and resenting the more favored members of our family. (My other aunts and uncles also live or live nearby)

My mother didn't have a job. We were basically parasites. So, maybe, it was the reason why they never warmed up to us. But still, my grandparents blatantly showed their favoritism to the others. My mother constantly argued with them. They would oftentimes tell us to move out. 

Also, my mother has anger management issues which is still making my life a living hell. She's like a walking time bomb. I guess that is what added to my anxiety problems. 

Fast forward to the present, I am living just to pay my family's bills. When my grandparents died, I was left to deal with my mother, my mentally-challenged aunt, and their old house. 

 After work, I always go straight home because my mom constantly tells me that she feels ill. 

I'm so tired. I also want to live for myself. I also want to put myself first. But whenever I think like that, I feel bad because I know that my family is depending on me. 

Family

god i hope school doesn't start soon😣
I'm stressed ughhh

School

Life is so beautiful 

Compassion

Dimensionless convergence. 

3am Thoughts

Hi guys, an Indian girl here. I really needed a place to vent and pour my heart out in a forum that is non-judgemental. 

I have never seen my parents happy with each other. Always bickering, fighting, and name-calling and there have been rampant instances of physical abuse on my mother by my dad over the past 30 years. 

My mother comes from an extremely well-off family, is well-educated, an independent woman, and worked at a bank. My father hails from a not-that-well-to-do family, is well-educated, and worked in a senior position at a manufacturing firm. He is a narcissist, an egocentric individual who is slightly sexist too. The kind of person who blames other people for his failures and problems. It is taking me a lot of courage to speak up but my father has been so violent with my mother during their early years of marriage that one day he accidentally broke my mom's nose. He has beaten her up very badly that it gave her bruises all over her back, hand, and legs. My mother has often left home in the middle of the night and we took shelter in public places: sometimes in a temple, sometimes at a bus stop and my father could be least bothered about it. He had filed a divorce case once and we started living separately. I was 7 years old back then. I am talking about early 1999. Indian society has always been condescending to single women and I am talking about a time when it was not very common in India for middle-class women to leave their husband's homes and live on their own. We have faced backlash, and humiliation wherever we went. My mother has tried to shield me the best she could but society is always cruel. 

When I see the people I have known living happier lives, living their dreams, I can't help but get jealous and lament about the life I have never had. A traumatic childhood, unloving grandparents, being considered a burden, I have seen it all. I have been affected by the mental trauma inflicted by my father which has molded us for the worst. I have been in severe depression for the past several years, have no social life, no friends, never been in a relationship. My past demons are so dominant that it has affected me in ways I cannot imagine.

This is not a cry for help. I just want to get out of my past and live a better life.

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