Where there is a struggle, there is a story; 
Where there is belief, there are miracles; 
And where there is the truth, there is a victory!

Affirmations

guys what does it mean when a guy crushes on almost every girl just because they are a girl? what does this say about him? 

Confusion

This is something that happened in 2017 mid. In my college days.. we were a group of three. Everything was going well until one of my friends got attached more towards her classmates. I could see her going away. But I choose to be normal and thought she will be back with us but things changed... before I could just do anything I saw her all happy with other friends. I wanted to get her back with us. But now I realized that it was me being childlike of not asking her enough or maybe not supporting her enough. I really wanted her to come back. But I did not want to force her into anything I could see she was enjoying with her new friends. Uss time par mujhe insecurity hogyi thi ki shayad mai he itni cool nahi hu isliye aisa hua. Fastfowarding things, now we just wish each other well on birthdays. Maine usse college time mai bhi cheezein sort karne ki koshish ki thi. Par tabtak kaafi derr ho chuki thi. Ek baar mujhe meri dost ko call karke sorry bolna hai. Yeh 1 guilt hai dimaag mai ki kahi usse aisa bhi toh lagg sakta hai ki usse jaankar akela feel karvaya isliye he voh apne doosre doston ke paas gyi thi. Bohot zyada bura lagg raha hai. Bohot mann hai usse sorry boldun par fir yehi dimaag mai aa raha hai will she even bother to hear any of it? Kya usse meri baat sunne mai koi interest bhi hoga? Ya kabhi mai he usse past mai drag na kardun... kya mujhe usse baat karni chahiye abh itne time baad iss cheez par? Kyuki hamare beech mai azeeb sa void aa gya hai abh..

When the relationship ends, go for her close friends🥂

3am Thoughts

Good morning all have a good day ahead 😊

How life changes !
U will be having the satisfaction in everything u do 
U enjoy u r life to the fullest 
U literally celebrate life as u know it 
All of a sudden a women comes into u r life the next thing u know is u started meeting a therapist 
Before meeting her 
I use to think only losers cry 
A man who don't know how to face his fears, scared of them cry 
But after u left me I cry to sleep every night 
I use to think tears are something they make u week but instead when I cry is the only time I get some sleep 
There u comes in my dreams and destroy me there as well !
Y do I deserve this pain !?
U changed my world, it's not the world I made for myself 
Even now also I don't have the words to abuse u 
Whenever I get angry or furious thoughts about u, I convince myself that, u were my queen and u always stay as one !
For fucks sake I gave u all of my world ! 
But u made me feel like a loser 
No matter how much ever lost in my life I never cried 
I smiled infront of gun point , like in literal sense but look at me now ?! 
A guy who isn't scared of anything, is now scared to close the eyes ?! 
Y this much of pain ? 


Breakup

Do you guys also feel like our parents don't understand us? Like never??? 

Disorders

Sad. Crying. Depressed.... 💔 The pain will never leave. Everytime I think I'm doing just "OK"... 😞 But I'm lying to myself. 😓 I feel like crap, my heart hurts so bad. I wouldn't wish this on anyone.

I keep going over in my head what I want to say to her, pour my heart out, tell her how important she is in my life. 💔 My heart.... 😭I can't stop missing her, I can't operate without her. I'm not saying she needs to be here with me right now (even though I would love it 🤗💏🥺), I'm saying I wish she was just one call away...😔💔😪 She is my BF...The only person I kept it 100% with from the first time we got to know each other 😓 FACTS 💔 I can't even think about any other girl, I don't want to even see another girl. I don't want to move on to any other girl. Because I'm never gonna feel/act with another girl....😞😞😞

Uno when you just know you was meant to be. When you can talk about anything and your words they just flow with ease... Any conversation, any topic, it was never boring, emotionally I felt safe around her, I think that's so important. 💔... O princess 🥺 I can't, my heart aches, in my mind when I see you face. 😪

I wish I had the chance to tell and show her I love her everyday. 😞 She hasn't left my mind for a second these last couple of days. Got me feeling Chris Brown, "superhuman" I was invincible, my love will never die, so throughout the day I cry, and everyday before I rest my head, I pray to God and I ask him for a miracle. 😔💔🤲🏽

Fuck!! Now again he pushing me away ! Because he cant accept his wrong, i want him to know the problem. And now because of that end of relationship and push me away! 

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