Where do i start… I overall need help. I recently got out of my house because i was tired of the way i was treated, thanks to my boyfriend’s family i was taken in with kindness. Everything is great, just recently my boyfriend got this scholarship and i was happy but then it’s just constantly brought up by people around me, talked so much about and it makes me feel dumb. I feel dumb because where was my hype when i got my scholarships, but then i thought okay i’ll just ignore, but that’s all everyone brings up or just recently began to ask me about… i know it can sound selfish but i just can’t keep it to myself anymore it hurts that everyone is so hyper about it around me. i want to be happy but i just go back to how it was at my home that they cared so little about my accomplishments that i believe that’s how i show my “proudness” and i dee guilty for it because i learned that for a long time that i don’t know what to do to make that stop… i feel like a terrible person…
You are not a terrible person You are so much stronger and smarter and braver than you know. It’ll be OK. It’s fair to feel like this, I get it, I really do. But take a breath, and a break and know it’ll be alright :)
Thank you, that means a lot …
