Whenever my hand moves towards my store room for junkie, I read the note 📝 I sticked to not too eat, instead drink water. Sup by sip.

Woof ! The mindfulness practice.

INFINITY 

You reminded me that I should drink water now😂

Mindfulness

Okay so i made out with this guy, just you know casual. And then we cuddled and did stuff. Now i feel like I really like him and i wanna have more with him. I already said him that this was totally casual and he also wanted to do the casual stuff but now i don't know I'm just confused and I'm having mixed thoughts. P.s. i met him in person for the first time, though we've been chatting now and then like for 10days. 

3am Thoughts

Ayooo peeps anyone up for chat?

Music

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am seriously thinking to take music seriously in my life. but i donno where to strt and how all alone... can anyone suggest me some ways to learn music. i know if one likes something soo dearly they will find a way.... but its been like 4-5 yrs that am done sitting idealy. any suggestions or any way to make my dream come true?

My gf is making my life soooo miserable mai nahi hr wakt usse baat kr sakta 24hr yrr meri vi life h aur bhai itni dominating h koi kaise rhe aise relationship meh jisme samne wala aapke sath zabardasti kre 

Relationships

I'm trying so hard not to have a mental breakdown today/tonight or this week. It's just the start of the week and i already feel burn out all i can do is sigh 😪😪😭

Exhausted

Hi all

According to you, which N&M expert would you recommend for as a genuine listener, respectable and helper?

In short, with whom you had amazing session?! 🤔

Now&Me Activities

So here’s a story, as you all know yesterday was Mother’s day, and me living cross country from my mom couldn’t really do anything for her instead I had plans to make sure i spend enough time with her on phone and talk to her, give her my attention and love. Anyways, between our talk yesterday the conversation somehow drifted to what she had cooked for dinner and how i dint want to hear it as i am currently on diet to make sure i loose weight.
Now before i go any further, i know i am fat (thanks to all my childhood bullies and most ex’s) my weight and my looks haven’t always been the best thing about me. And i am completely aware of it (seriously i am not seeking for a pity remark here just stating facts).
However, the when i told her that the diet is making me cranky and miss yummy food my mom told me if i had taken care of my diet earlier I wouldn’t have to go through this (which i agree as she was rightly about it), then she went on and added that me still not been employed after 4 months of completing my master and not being as thin or pretty (fair) as my cousin sister (who recently got married), i have a pretty high demand of wanting to marry someone in their late 20’s and not 30’s probably when asked for my marriage preferences(P. S i am 24), it would be too much of a demand and that if i looked as i am right now maybe no one or maybe just maybe an older ( not shamming anyone here) would eventually settle to marry me.
Now i cut the call immediately after i said ‘then maybe I shouldn’t marry at all’ after hearing this as the call was on video and my dad and sister were also in the same room as my mom.
(I wanted to say a whole lot more but since it was Mother’s day I dint start a fight and i am pretty proud of me for that)
And this isn’t the first time my mom has made me feel ugly about myself, FYI she is very pretty touchwood. But GOD i wish i was the pretty one sometimes instead of her. (i know i am horrible)
Annnnyywwaayyyss, in short, i learnt my lesson - keep conversation short on the next damn Mother’s day

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