Whenever i read comics wherein the main leads or basically when i see couples in comics looking so carefree, i just snap. Like, there is this feeling of envious and happiness and a mixture of everything else that doesnt match up with each other. 😦 can someone help me? My heart aches so badly. But one things for sure is that its not because i want to date someone too. I just think that i want to have a someone who will think im special and someone who is head over heels for me:( someone who will smile at me like the world has no problems. Soneone who will be considerate about all things i dont like doing. Someone who likes every part of me. Thats it i guess?