Whenever his mood's off.. I try to make him happy but end up making it worse.. and then my mood gets off too 🙂
Whyy this always happen ??? 
And it's really hurtful to just sit and let him be sad 

Yeah I can definitely give it... But then I think what if he needs me, maybe this time I can make him smile.. 
What if he feel that I don't care that's why I left him alone

if he needs you .he will come to you 😇 because you are his home ❤️

Yeah he can come himself 😏... And well I'm not ig 😅

I don't know... Sometimes, just mood swings 

when his mood is off...just give him some space 😇

3am Thoughts

I am a class 12 student and also a neet aspirant. I don't want to spend another year trying to crack neet if I don't get it this time. I had engineering as my back up but due to COVID everything is being delayed and we're yet to receive class 12 results and a finalised NEET date. I am an above average student and am very confused because seats in management quota are being filled up in good colleges, capitation fee is also increasing day by day. I don't know whether to wait till class 12 results are published or to apply for an engineering college under management quota. BUT here's the catch, they are asking for our original certificates.
I am very confused and so are my parents. Medicine is my dream but I don't mind sacrificing it if it leads to me supporting my family from early on. I'm from a normal middle class family in India. Please give me some suggestions.

Career

Everyone in the world is a stranger some are strangers related by blood, some by bonds and some nothing.
My personal opinion 

anyone wanna talk bored asf

Yaha k post pd kr ajeeb lg rha hai.. 
Lagta hai aap sab log bhaag rhe ho, kisi na kisi cheez k piche, ladki - ladka, relationship, money, fame, better body, etc etc.. 

Them jao 2 min. 
Shaanti se baitho. 
Koi paas baithne ko nhi h toh khud k paas baitho. 
2 gehri saans lo. 
Ab feel kro inner emotion ko.. 
Don't try to avoid, listen.. 

Saare jawab aapke andar hi chupe hai.. And you know that.
Aap shyd bahar jawab talash rhe hai, aur shi bataye toh aap jawab nhi, aap uss awaz ko talash rhe h jo aapki manpasnd baat bole... 

Thehar jao yaar.. 
Tumhe agr lgta h ki yeh hoga woh hoga, toh zindagi better hogi toh esa nhi hai, Bilkul nhi.. 
Cheez hone na hone se farq nhi pdta, bht halke se time ke liye pdta hai.. But mostly it's all about how you feel inside..

Last yr, I got placed at 30lpa job, with a 4 yr Relationship with the girl, I respect and love the most, living with my close friends, having adequate money to sustain my live.. But I was at my worst, attempting suicide again and again.. 
And now aaj bhi cheeze wohi hai.. 30lpa job, 5 yr Relationship, living with best friends, lekin ab m andar se sbse jyada khush hun.. 
Aur jab sab andar se khush hote ho na, toh woh bahar jhalakta hai.. 

Don't try to find peace outside. Look Inside. You'll find all the answers

I feel like i am a loser and nothing is going in my way....i am not good at anything my health is not good,i dont know how to cooperate with people...i am too kind but still i dont understand whats wrong with people

Depression

Wondering where I should go and what to do for this year-end holiday. I'm far from my hometown, with no friends or family living nearby. I don't want to meet my relatives in this city because they're much older (50+) and I am afraid of being a COVID-19 carrier and infecting them, while my office friends can't see me because they have plans with their family.

Tried Tinder and some other apps to get new friends to meet up with but I haven't been very successful with that.

Have been eating more fatty stuff lately, probably because I don't want to "miss out" on the good stuff around me while I'm here... And I'm actually in the middle of a weight loss journey. Been successful so far, but worried I would relapse.

Would be nice to have a friend accompanying me in my diet, workouts and jogs.

COVID-19

How much more pain do I have to go through? 
Will i ever find some peace again?

Hello everyone,
How has your life been? Last few years have been hard for a lot of us. For me I have not been able to visit my family it will be 3 years soon. It has been super hard dealing with everything alone. This safar is just suffering. But we will keep trying. Giving our best everyday. Right? Cause that's what we are supposed to do. 


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