When you want to help others, but you don't know how to do it. **How can I give others what I don't have?**

Life

Dil yeh Mera bheaka sa Hai 
Qhwabo aasma me pareende Jaise udte Hua 
Yeh aaj he me jetaa Hu beta Kal ke yadoo me 
Dil tu dhadakta Hai kyu es Kal ke savare ko dekhne 
Mera dil tu Rota Hai kyu en beeta Kal ke yaado me 
Bas 
Bheake qhwabo se 
Es aasma me udte dil ke Sahare me Bandhan hu 
Bas dusre ek parende ke dhundh me laga Hu 



Poetry

Naalala ko bigla, nung times na sya yung nilalamon ng insecurities and sobra mag overthink, I did everything to make him feel loved at hindi kapalit palit. I didn’t blame him for acting like that. Hindi ako napagod sa kakapaliwanag at pagbibigay ng assurance. Nung ako, it’s my fault kahit I just want feel assured and loved and that my feelings are valid. I even blamed myself and thought it’s a me-problem but it shouldn’t if only I felt it. This is sad cause I still do.

3am Thoughts

Any defence aspirants?

Affirmations

I suddenly got emotional while singing 'Simpleng Tao' in the middle of troubleshooting my work and remembered my ex - Denvert. It's what he sings to me when we're still together and I realised how bad I was to be want things out of ordinary or normal or simple. Yes, there's no wrong with wanting those but wanting those and not seeing him achieving those things with you are far more complicated and it thinking of it hurts. Until now I'm still sorry. I hope the universe tells him how sorry I am for breaking up with him and breaking him. It's one of the moments where you'll just get quiet and hold your face into your palm and think how things went south. Going back to the memories, those happy memories really makes you sad because the feeling will never be the same again. 

Its very easy for people to ask "how are you"  because they know that people wont really open up. I feel like people ask just for the sake of asking it but not knowing the real condition of other person.

Other

Imagine someone thinking of you and waiting for your text? 

Hope

Hii guys, tomorrow is my board practical examination and I'm so nervous that I got fever and panic attack I don't know what to do.. what to do if I mess up

Anxiety

Really nervous before an exam 
Trying to calm a bit, hope I can 🙃

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