When you get through tough times on your own, you don't really care who stays in your life.

Abhishek🌻

Life

Guys it was my birthday yesterday it was a wholesome day my best friends and even my school teachers wished me on my birthday which made my heart so happy 

Love

I texted him again.
I'm so stupid.

Failure

Ayeeee; everything gets so complicated w me everytime lately.

Confusion

HIII GUYSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS 😘😘😘😘😝🤭🤭

Family

H koi Delhi se???

3am Thoughts

I am feeling overwhelmed and stressed because in my history class my teacher doesn't answer my questions about the work we do during class and she answers other classmates' questions but not mine. The zoom chat is private, you might be wondering how I know if she ignoring me or not, well every time she gets a chat she says " oh there is a question in the chat". Then she reads it but never answers. Before I had this teacher other students were saying she is racist, I'm not sure if she is but I am Mexican so it would make sense if the teacher was. 
This is not my first time being ignored in classes by teachers, this also happened in 5th grade by Mrs.Murphy and Mr.Syeven when I was called a Bitch by my classmate and Mrs.Murphy didn't do shit about it...and I was humiliated by Mr.Steven which I can't say because it's hard to write about.
I was also ignored in 7th grade by Mr.Price, I failed his class because every time I had to ask something and raised my hand he would purposely avoid that side of the classroom I was in, and if he looked he didn't call on me. When I'd go up to him and ask him directly he would say sit back and wait or he would ignore me in front of the class and talk to the other students, I was struggling a lot in that class.
I really want to cry and scream right now out of stress and frustration but I can't, I really hate teachers because I don't feel safe or accepted, I feel like I don't fit in. My mom told me to record my history class and ask a question even if I know the answer and to do it for a couple of days and if she keeps ignoring me which I'm fucking tired of my mom will talk to the office. 
I really wanted to get this off my chest but I still feel stressed.

Exhausted

I promised myself to help her. I wanna do well. But i'm afraid i can't make it. I know how to do that. But it's my first time doing such heavy task... even though it's good for my career and i'm glad that my frd asked me to do that.
I just afraid i'm gonna embarass her. Oh God this pressure. I can't do nothing else still not making any progress, didn't even bring myself to start .... 😥

Anxiety

Not many people are expressing tHe emotion yK? So im jus gonna type whatever crap i can lul 

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