When you don't know what's happening behind you but still know that one person would always be for you. 

Love

Hiii....
I'm writing this with a hope that someday    people around me will read this and understand that I've got so many issues within me. I'm a mess and I need and want them to atleast not judge me. I want to scream at them loud enough so that i can tell them that they should stop pretending like they know me better. Coz, someone once said to me,"No one knows how the other person feels" .I think that's true. I'm fed of people judging me for who and how I am....
But it hurts so badly when the people upon whom you've put your trust,hurts you the way you never want to get hurt. 


Exhausted

I had this one friend in college.infact she was the only friend I had in college. But lately she has been comparing me with her other friends who are far better than me.
I know that I am not the intellectual and smart person in the room but it hurts when someone you trust and love points it right at you just to make you feel small infront of them.

Friends

I watched Inside and I had a mental breakdown and a panic attack because of the ending.

I’m really scared for him.

He’s not okay and that’s making me not okay.

(I’d post this anonymously but y’all would still know it was me because Bo Burnham is mentioned)

Stress

Oh Meredith ￼

Depression

Wah wah wah wah wah 

3am Thoughts

I have been super irritated with my parents in law for the past month. I live as a joint family with them and I have been taking care of them for the past 8 years. But for them, the most important person is their daughter and no else. How do I Remove her interference from my family affairs?

I love u

Abortion

Family Issues:
    Birth-
  So lets start at when i was born. I was born in to the world with drugs in my system already. How so? Well i heard that my birth mom did heroin 2 days before i was born. That cause me to be born premature. My birth mom was a prostitute as i was told. She would hook up with random guys and that's how i was made. My mom gave me up for adoption and i got adopted when i was 2.  I  also don't even know who my father is. I know nothing about him. 
    When i was 5-
  When i was five years old that was when my adoptive mom died. I barely knew her and remember her. When my brothers and sisters talk about her i don't even know what to say because obviously i don't remember her that well. The only thing i completely remember is her death. 


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