When you do not expect things from other people but see them for what they are, good or bad, it becomes easier for us to accept the, without holding them to unrealistic standards. Also, we appreciate whatever they bring to the table without feeling resentful.

i hope i learn this without any further delay

That's a life saving lesson. You are extraordinary. 

Happy

I don’t know what is happening to me. I am scared I am angry I am frustrated. Won’t able to find the freaking reason. It’s been more than a year since I have slept properly. If I talk about my life then nothing seems off track. For my life got everything one can ask for but lately the feeling of emptiness, is there. Feel like I should run away somewhere get lost disappear. Angry for no reason stressed for no reason. Sad for no reason. Things I used to love doing now won’t even feel like doing. 

I tried taking professional help many time but trust me they are more concerned about the time they are clocking then my state of mind. 

I am lost donno what to do 

Depression

Feeling good today. More self love and peace 😍

Mental Wellbeing

Why guys can't take No? 

Frustration

I’m feeling down. 

After 7 years of a mysterious illness, I learned I was highly anemic. (At the worst of it I could hardly walk across the room) 

While feeling unwell, I worked the entire time, provided for my family of 5, and I was the lady head of the household… 

3 Weeks ago I had minor surgery to correct the anemia issue. 

By the next day I felt like a brand new person! 🤩

The doctor called me a week and a half later… they found cancer. 😭😫

The irony- I was unwell for years and I could hardly function while I worked and supported the family. 

Right after feeling better from surgery, I felt physically HEALTHY AGAIN, and bam, CANCER….

I’m disappointed because I finally feel better and now I have life altering news… 😭😭😭

I’m the type of person who usually knows what to do…

Right now I feel lost, and just sad. 

I’m usually the strong person people come to for support, but honestly most people I know are barely hanging on…. I don’t want to burden my kids, my friends or family… 

I will put one foot in front of the other. I’m sad all of this is happening now…

Cancer

Aaj interview tha entrance Ka! Bhaisahabbbb bohot Bura Gaya 😭 itne din mehnat Karke end me kachra hogya😭 Selection Nahi hua toh Saal barbaad fir 😐

Value financial independence ..bakinsab is  cutiyapah ..friends love family ..sab chor dengey ...trust me

3am Thoughts

Texted her a beautiful song yesterday night after a week of no contact.
Being online for half the night, she didn't saw it!
In the morning I received Good morning text with heart emoji! I did reply. But I never heard back.
So is this it ends!!

Relationships

Have you ever sat alone in your room at 3am in the night, listening to songs which remind you of them? Guess what I'm doing just that right now. Just getting hit by waves of loneliness and letting those drops of tears run down my cheeks. Just letting go of myself in the moment.

It's funny how you can't move on from that one person no matter how hard you try. No matter how many people you surround yourself with or how many things you do to distract yourself, you still find yourself feeling empty inside at the end of the day. Honestly, I've stopped trying to move on or I can say I've stopped trying to remind myself that I have to move on. And in that process I've learnt that I don't need to move on. The feelings I had or have for that person are genuine and i know that pushing them away is only going to make it difficult. I'll push away my feelings now but when I've reached the limit to push them away, I'll burst out all at once. Feeling the pain little by little is so much better than feeling it all at once. 

So stop trying to move on and let go, instead just focus on how to make yourself happy. Get up early in the morning, go for a run, hit the gym, party hard, eat all you want, get some massages and live your life dude! Coz there's no one else in the world who will make you happy except you. Work on improving yourself day by day. Work on all your insecurities up until the point you literally have none of them. Love yourself with all you have because you deserve it. You came in this world alone, you are going to leave alone. Make every second of your life worth living. Because you deserve the world and you know it. Acknowledge yourself for who you are and the world will be a beautiful place to live in. #yolo #youonlyliveonce
 - Signing off
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