When you do not expect things from other people but see them for what they are, good or bad, it becomes easier for us to accept the, without holding them to unrealistic standards. Also, we appreciate whatever they bring to the table without feeling resentful.

i hope i learn this without any further delay

That's a life saving lesson. You are extraordinary. 

Happy

Socializing

Now&Me Thinks

im very grateful to find college friends who understand me so much

Relationships

So something I have realized after much internal reflection. Our thoughts aren’t honest. When you have depression, your thoughts are trying to break you down. Actions matter, but when depressed, your Mind prevent you from taking action. It’s a cycle that is difficult to break. I don't want to live anymore, but then I think we could die at any moment. Humans are so fragile, and our lives are short. Maybe there is no point in killing myself if I will die eventually. Also, life doesn't matter. If we can die at any moment, why do we care so much about everything? How can we learn not to care because, in the end, nothing matters? We all die. 


I lost the love of my life, and now I see no point in this life. After 30 years of living on this earth, I still don't know why I am here. I've given up on the dream of falling in love and creating a family. This is what drove me. I have lost my mind. I am broken 








3am Thoughts

I m lucky and grateful... I somehow get people who be there when I need someone... Like I was so heavy hearted since 2 days... I was totally numb and quite... I was dead inside.. Emotionally and mentally drained... I wasn't gonna eat today but 3 of my friends knocked my door and got into my room... Fed me the food... talked to me.. Asked me if I am ok?... When they hugged me I was just crying... My hands were shivering... They held my hand pat my back and just held me till I cried not a single word from any of their mouths... And I was free of all the baggage and burden... They stayed with me for a while gave me medicines and left!.. I feel God knows when and how to be with u... Just have faith in him.. Believe me this trust will give you enormous strength... You don't even need to express or do anything just sit by him and TRUST him... You will get the help you need... You will hear the words u need to... You will see the doors opening... You will feel the strength from within... Whatever the hell u r going through... No matter how much devastated and hopeless u feel just the mere trust on him will get u on track and walking on his path will fetch u the best of everything... We r just a speck of dust... We can't even imagine the power he possess... Toxic people, worst situations, failures, miseries, all these things are powerless in front of him and he is in us!... So TRUST THE PROCESS! you will be amazed to see what life has to offer.. Just one more step ahead.. Come on! You got this! God bless u! 

Compassion

Good.
So here's a question. I have been daydreaming about how would it feel being in love with a girl (im a girl). I mostly think that im bi, and I think that my desire to date a guy is slightly more than want to date a girl. I don't mind being with a girl. Is this ok?? Like i dont want to label it yet ...  But i want to know. Is these thoughts common?

Gender Equality

i dont know if I am allowed to post songs here....

here comes the one :

My Way by Frank Sinatra
https://youtu.be/qQzdAsjWGPg

There is something else about this winter rain that makes you wake up whole night

Lonely,,,iam !! Realized one thing yaar nobody gives F( especially those who acted as if they are gonna be there in our worst) i trusted "em  regretted later on.ye sab relatives n sabko .... they feel good knowing your hurdles.but we gotta keep going ♥️i we will be okay

Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts