When was the last time you openheartedly talked to someone and expressed what you were really feeling? 🥺🫂

It's been a loooooong time and now mostly i just talk to myself to acknowledge what i feel. Atleast that give me a sense of peace and calm.

It's been few days ago. Now that person is not with me. Successfully ignored me. It's the same thing happens whenever I open up and overshare to someone.

As far as I can recall, never. Never was able to show the true feelings. 

1 hour ago. i talk to my best friend. I tell her about i'm going through lately. 

Just talked to my girlfriend a few minutes back. It was nice

Till now with no one i wish i have someone 

I so want to as well. But don’t know who

Been ages and I think as we grown up talking out heart out becomes less
Coz we start to think whatever we say isn’t impacting anything around 


Compassion

June 1, 2022

So there’s this guy... We met more than a month ago. We were getting along and were enjoying each other’s company. Until one day, he admitted that he likes me and wants to pursue me, and being someone who likes to say, "Why not?" for the chance of experience, I agreed. Things escalated like that, with him being sweet, understanding, patient, (can I say that he’s smart?) and with every green flag available, he raised and waved. I also opened up to him about my oath to myself of not getting into a relationship until I became independent and stable. He’s all for it. He’s willing to wait. And so he asked me if I could trust him and wait with him. I said yes, but was already perplexed internally. Slowly, I got this feeling of pressure. The dilemma starts here. It’s just that it feels... surreal and quick? I mean, he always puts forth the effort to let me know where I stand, and I do appreciate it. I really do. I do like him too. That was why I agreed when he asked me out in the first place. However, eventually, I feel that I can’t reciprocate the same strong feelings as he does. It worries me and it makes me feel guilty, since I know that somehow, I am responsible for what he feels. Also, I was open about this with him and we even discussed it again last night, but you know what, every time? He’d reassure me that he understands and he’s not pressuring me, and that no matter how much of a mess I am, he will help me untangle it. However, I still feel confused, unprepared, and guilty. What to do?


Conflict

This is a safe comforting place to me . People here are chill and very helpful many a times.

Now&Me Feedback

Moving to New city possibly in 2 months.
Ahmedabad will start new chapter of my life never thought will settle there. Excited and nurvous.

3am Thoughts

Idk if anyone gone give me some advice on this but idk how to put it but ima say it the best way I can and also I’m nervous to say all this so don’t judge me or bully me or anything... but anyways I’m a disabled person not gonna say what condition I have but most of my life I never got a chance to do what I feel happy with doing cause I’ve always been held hostage by my “mom” she never let me do anything and idk why she always make me feel like I can’t do anything and make me feel too handicapped for anything I can’t even enjoy my life cause of her but anyways fast forward so I have a girlfriend that I’ve met on an social game we’ve been together for like 2 years now and my birthday is coming in a few months and that’s when we suppose to meet in person and she wants to come get me but the problem is I’m stress on how ima tell my mom that I want to go stay a few months with my girlfriend also I’ve never came out so idk how to like say it cause I have a hard time opening up and it’s not easy for me and I really wanna be with her and I really want to make this work with her but I’m scared my “mom” is going to act all crazy and come up with every excuse to not let me go stay with her and saying hurtful things to make me feel like I can’t do anything idk handicapped basically making me feel like a special needs person and I hate that, idk how to tell her to make her understand and not manipulate me Into not going and it is hard cause I really do love my girlfriend and I want to live with her soon idk if anyone can tell me how to talk to her about this so she won’t hold me hostage then I would be grateful cause I really need help out this situation 

Anxiety

Breathing is hard. When you cry so much, it makes you realize that breathing is hard.

So I'm  the only child in the family and my dad passed away 2 yr ago. Been daddy's  little girl all my life, and now all of a sudden my only pillar of support is no more. Now my mom is sick and has to undergo a surgery. She has suffered a lot being a cancer survivor.  Its really tough to do everything alone. I really need a shoulder to lean on

Cancer

Yrrr mujhe smjh ni ata esa mere sath hi kyu hota he yrr ma acha bhala move on kr raha tha bo khud mere pass aai or mujhse baat KRni lgi or meko hope dene lgi or ab jb hope aai meko to uska fir mood change ho gaya yrr ye koi baat thodina hoti he yrr

Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts