When u love someone make sure ure awake because love should not be blind. Love is supposed to be real and not delusional. Love is not just about accepting this and that but it should also be reasonable enough. Love only what is tolerable.

3am Thoughts

Feeling good.🌹

Relationships

Maine tujhpe kiya guroor,
khuda ko huzoor kehna chor diya..


I had a fight with my boyfriend. He went to have coffee with his friend who he used to have a crush on when they were younger. She used to come visit her Nani's house which I think was just beside his house. They became friends and he told me when we got together that he had a summer crush on her. Eventually she moved and they'd lost contact but still followed each other on insta. A few days back she visited again and they went to have coffee around 10 at night ,and he called me saying that he was having coffee with her, my instant reaction was anger. The next day we had a fight about it and i told him i was not comfortable with him meeting his apparent friend after 10 years whom he had a crush on. We fought but something that he said hit me in the gut, he said that he grew up in an environment where it was ok to meet old friends late at night for coffee and to change my mentality about what I'm thinking. There have been instances where he questioned me about my guy friends but I always prioritised his feelings first. Indirectly was he questioning my upbringing and mentality? I just can't fathom this and I've been so hurt by this. I don't know what to do.

Boyfriend

Am afraid of everything I can't even stand up to myself and I can't refuse if someone misinterpreted me and judges me even when they say directly to my face I couldn't react like no etc .. I just stay silent and they keep thinking me oppositely 

Confusion

Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die
Like you're hanging by a thread but you gotta survive
'Cause you gotta survive
Like your body's in the room but you're not really there
Like you have empathy inside but you don't really care
Like you're fresh outta love but it's been in the air
Am I past repair

I am not perfect but i am difrenaly mot fake 
🌻

Breakup

Last year I broke up with my bf Sanju whom I have been dated for 3years. After that i want to focused on study and join library where I met with One of my ex frnd whose name is abhishek and he became my good frnd.one day he proposed me and I couldn’t say him No. He knew everything about my past. Sanju is trying hard to keep the things normal and start a fresh friendship,I also keep missing him bt i know we have no future he is belonging from other cast nd my family is very conservative about casts and love marriage. Each and everyday my siblings
taunt me that i will run away and do married with a lower cast as I am a daughter of priest. That’s why I broke up with sanju .he loves me so much and also I do. But for my father’s prestige and honour I did that.but the things get complicated. 
last week sanju’s father died.I try to talk to him but he scold me nd forbid to msg and call. He said that after death anyone shows sympathy and he don’t need it. I want to meet with him and again start a new friendship. I am feeling very guilty and sad. I told my present bf Abhishek that I worry about sanju.He get angry with me… both sanju and abhishek dont want to talk with me…Don’t know what to do. Is it right to patch up with him and broke up with Abhishek. I messed up the things. Feeling very blue and lonely. Don’t decide what to do.

anyone up for star up food business in mumbai


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