When u don’t energy to get up from bed. When u mind totally messed up. Just thinking how am I going face this. 🥺

Sharing as anonymous make me will better.. 

Bipolar Disorder

I don't have any friends and I really want one cause the feeling of loneliness sickens me if anyone would relate I would love for us to be friends:)

Friends

My boyfriend is leaving the city to study in college which he got in another city … I’m very much sad and depressed because I love him so much and also miss him so much … the fact that he was there with me here for 3 years and now he won’t be here with me is killing me … I’m can’t do anything but be sad and miss him 

Anxiety

🔮❤ Kuch bhi nahi he ye jahan ❤🌸

Memories

I feel as though I miss the feeling of being alive and being spontaneous. I can't get that back and I won't for awhile. I am sad about that but also what do I expect. I always do this to myself. I want to feel loved. I miss feeling alive and needed. Why does my life feel this way. I don't deserve this not one bit. I haven't killed anyone I haven't cheated I haven't done anything wrong. But yet my life still is giving me consequences. Maybe it was my little sins that are haunting me. The little lies, the rude remarks I have said in the past. If I must be punished for them now then I guess I need to feel this pain.

3am Thoughts

Anybody like to be my friend


Adulting

I just fought with my dad...our relationship can never improve... it's just unbearable now...coz he doesn't respect and consider my choices..never did actually.....I then think of least I should keep quiet thinking of things that he actually does for me but then lose control maybe it's because my parents fight and as I have seen them arguing and lashing out I learned the same....and whenever I think of getting in a relationship with someone. I think of sharing this stuff with them..because...now I just not only get hurt but also feel all the anxiety with a choked and rapidly beating heart...I get scared of being vulnerable with someone..that they won't understand...and will think that I m behaving like a girl who is a victim of all the problems and believes that only others are at fault...would make me feel. even more miserable and lonely.

I could've done much better in exam but I couldn't cause I can't remember anything in exam hall 😞 mama will be sad I'm so  disappointed in me😞😞

"Destiny's smile"
They always told us
"Smile at life and life will smile back at you."
But why not smile at your destiny?
And your destiny will bring so much joy for that smile
That even life will want to smile back at you.
So...
Smile at your destiny,
And he'll know what to do.


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