When life hits you so hard where you fall down there won't be people who actually pull you up and fix the wounds!! 

So be strong it's okay if you take time to get up but don't depend for someone who can heal you !! Be a healer as well as a fighter !! For yourself!!!

Never think you cannot do it !! You can do everything you need a little belief in yourself 

𝔂𝓪𝔂𝓲

Narutø

Shreya Rai

3am Thoughts

People deserve your whole heart and if you can't give them that, it's better they know.

Hey its a letter to present me who feeds upon past memories 
They have moved on now its ur turn 
Why do u keep waiting when they 
Have showed no signs of return.
Ok i get it people tell me to be myself
But being that does nothing but hurt me 
For once let me be  someone else 
Someone who enjoys life 
Someone who doesn't find pleasure in death 
Someone who can leave her past behind
Let me be her, that girl 💃  


"Hard Times"

Hard times are tough
But it doesn't have to be the end
They can be rough
Giving you the strength and the pain

They can make you feel broken
Like you feel losing hope
But let your sparks reopen
Somehow stick to the faith and hope
You can do it
Because you're brave enough to deal with shit

Let your wings spread again
We're all tired of being scared...
No matter what our strength and courage will remain...
Our victory will somehow be declared

I know you're depressed...
But you are strong and amazing enough
Your worth cannot be compressed
Your passion is more tough
Everything will be fine, believe me
For that, you have everything needed inside yourself to see



Poetry

What is hope ? 

**POV** *You are saying goodbye to your first love through a letter*

Hey,
Alot of questions came to my mind whenever i was thinking about you...i ask myself am i not good enough to make someone stays..or i was toxic which makes you leave my place...i think i still didn't get heal from my past
Maybe i expect you to be the one and the last...

I have so much inside my mind and heart but i keep hiding all those emotions,all those thoughts and feelings...i keep lieing

I keep lieing that your absence does'nt hurt
I keep lieing that I'm fine
I keep lieing over so many things
But nobody knows nothing
Unless and until i keep my fake face on...

During this phase of my life
I learnt one more thing..
That people around you will be happy with you
Until you are the giver..
The day you expect something from someone
You are gonna hurt your soul as well as your heart..

So i choose to put my expectation on me
I choose myself over you or anybody else....
Even though I'm still struggling to get over from you
I choose not to look back on the things which makes me feel unwanted, unworthy once...

I'm writing this just to tell you
You are my first love
But not the person i fell in love with...

So i wanted to say thank you for being the flower of my garden.. thank you for becoming beauty of my life once..
But i no longer need you
Because i get to know now that you might be the flower of my garden but in the end the garden belongs to me...
So i choose my garden to be beneficial for me
I choose my garden to be full of postive vibes for me..

And you might be really postive might be really nice
But you didn't belong to my garden no more...so i just want to say goodbye to my first love...
- Queenn 👑

Ps- *It has nothing to do with my life*


Close your eyes and imagine a peaceful garden full of beautiful flowers. Inhale deeply, taking in the wonderful aroma of happiness. Allow negativity and self-doubt to slip away with each breath, to be replaced by a fresh sense of optimism and self-belief.

Gratitude

Am i not deserving ?
Why always me?

Anxiety

I love you and will always do. You are the bestest of a person I have ever known. You managed to talk to me even at your busiest day by sacrificing your sleep. You are perfect, you are good in your studies and relationships both. I wonder how a person could manage everything so well.. Tbh I admire you. You were always truthful to me, even for the things which I've told you not to do, you did occasionally and then told me about it.. I love everything about you. You are the best, I wish you could achieve much more than the things you wished for. I know things are not well between us because of me. I should have taken an initiative but instead I waited for you as always. I should have known that you might be waiting for me as well.. Things would have been great if we were together.. Let's start this journey again and let it be our forever, only if you want. If you don't want then I'll respect your decision. I will keep loving you without bothering you. You are free to do anything, I'll be happy seeing you happy from the distance. 

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