when it feels scary to take a decision, that is exactly when you need to take the decision otherwise you'll be stuck there all the time

Other

I just need someone to take care of me merese ni horha

Caregiver

Tmi ?

Life is such a mess. I feel so pressurized. I don't like myself. I hate myself I am a really bad person I don't want to be this person but i just end up hurting people. I only hurt people I don't wish to live but i can't take my life too. I want to disappear. Everyone will be happy if I disappeared

Depression

Can someone please talk to me? I'm afraid of my nightmares and can't sleep.

3am Thoughts

When you come out of the grips of a depression there is an incredible relief, but not one you feel allowed to celebrate. Instead, the feeling of victory is replaced with anxiety that it will happen again, and with shame and vulnerability when you see how your illness affected your family, your work, everything left untouched while you struggled to survive. We come back to life thinner, paler, weaker … but as survivors. Survivors who don’t get pats on the back from coworkers who congratulate them on making it. Survivors who wake to more work than before because their friends and family are exhausted from helping them fight a battle they may not even understand. I hope to one day see a sea of people all wearing silver ribbons as a sign that they understand the secret battle, and as a celebration of the victories made each day as we individually pull ourselves up out of our foxholes to see our scars heal, and to remember what the sun looks like.

There was a boy who I met at a clg function then he started confessing his feelings again n again n I always take it as a jk cuz he also had some crushes for a while which he also told me but with time idk why but I started developing feelings for him but I never tell him then he asked me again so I said that I want to do the marriage so he talked to his close cousins n mom somehow about me but at the same time he is also doing flirt  with a senior girl who is engaged. till yet we r not in any relationship but still I'm very confused is he really interested in me?

Exhausted

hello 

Books

Idk what to do, I hate everything about myself, I'm disappointed of myself, I had a plan but now everything is messed up, i want to be an independent person but I'm still relying on my parents, it just sucks, I'm ashamed of myself, I should have done something better, I want to make them proud, I see the disappointment in their eyes and that shit hurts so bad, my anxiety is also acting up, adulting is so hard

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