When I was kid in school, I wanted to buy a new backpack. So I asked my father to get me a new backpack, he beat me up with shoes in the room with everyone watching for asking for a backpack,the next morning my sister in school told her friends that I got beaten up and  after one day I bought a new backpack. So when the next morning when I went to school with my new backpack, a girl who knew me said you got a newpack after getting beaten up by your father, that was the moment I realized my sister told her friends that I got beaten up. I felt really embarrassed and humiliated at that point. and now my family wonders why I don't have enough self confidence as an adult :) 

Am so sorry this happened to you :(
you didnt deserve it

Parenting

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Intro

I am missing my ex so much I just want her back .

3am Thoughts

Bhagwan kare tu marjaye! Sala kameena harami ullu ka pattha , life barbaad krdi meri , tadpega tu kameene , ek din bhi khush nahi rhega , bojh sala , dharti pe , man krta hai tera gala du, nobody is going to feel happy than me if you die, mai thooku bhi na tere upar , chutiya kahika , shakal aur seerat dono se ghatiya hai tu saale, mota bhains kahika, meri life barbaad karke chala gaya , mere teen saal khagya, manhoos. Jiski bhi life me jayega barbaad hi krega . Aaj tak jo bhi hua tere sath acha hua , aise hi hona chahiye tha , yehi sab deserve karta hai tu , mai toh kahu roz tadpe tu saale, harami ke pille , mere per ki jutti ke bhi layak nahi tu , toxic sala. 

Just me trying to get my frustration out.

Past few years have not gone the way i would have wanted. There are times where i still wake up in the middle of night just because i have had bad dream and the way i wake up with a sudden jerk has taken a slight toll on me ( although this has reduced over time ). I have had anger issues where i have punched the walls of my house but i couldn't feel any pain in my hands. Whom should i blame for all this things ? The answer is myself. Why? Procrastination is the biggest  reason. To this day where i type this post i procrastinate alot. Keeping things for later and then accumilation of the same has drained my energy which has later resulted in the above issues and also resulted in few missed opportunities. I have read lot of books on motivation, self help ones, biographies but i am simply not able to implement those things into my life. I tried making a timetable to help me out with daily reminders but as soon as something pops up on my mobile or on my laptop i leave those things and pay my attention to these things on my phone and my laptop. It would be great if someone has gone through the same and would like to share some tips on this. Thank you !

Mental Health

I have failed in ca intermediate 4 times in a row in group 1 and haven't gave g2 till now even once but the problem is i have lost faith in everything...
I have no interest left in studies idk how and where to start and in this course i haven't made a single close friend...
Idk what to doo ??
Plss help me i m lonely,depressed,failed 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Failure

Today a guy came up to me door told me he finds me cute and I said thank you and closed the door I know it was a prank but who does that I don't even know him and I can't stop thinking that those guys are making fun of me rn. It just feels so bad how can they do this. I know I am not pretty and I have acne scars but that doesn't give them the right to make fun of me 


Anxiety

Well I feel terrible like any other person rn. 

I really wanted to know the mindset of those playboys/fboys like do they ever think what they are doing, do they ever regret? What made them like that and what will happen to them in the future? Don't they ever feel bad for making others feel miserable?

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