When I was a kid, I had a huge crush on one of my cousins but later I realized that he makes fun of me and thinks that I’m not attractive at all…which I think was because I was a kid and didn’t take care of myself at that time… after knowing that my self confidence went to zero…but years later when puberty hit me I became pretty…people compliment me alot on my looks…but I never gained my confidence back Infront of that cousin again…every time I think of him or see him I still think that he finds me ugly and unattractive…I hate this feeling. I wish I could change that…