When I was 6 or 7 years old, my father looked at me in the eye and said it's my bad luck that I became your father otherwise I wouldn't choose to be a father of you people.


Remember, these words actually have a hidden meaning too.
Your father must be feeling like a failure because his efforts must not have helped you to grow into a fruitful and competitive person.
Work hard, and then approach your father. He will embace you will all his love

This is the worst pain anyone ever could feel... And i feel you.. and this is not your fault... Just be proud of yourself.. and do good in your life... 

Family

I' feeling so low , cause of my dad's illogical fights. My exams are around the corner. So i usually sit outside with my grandfather who was a professor. He helps me study. We also talk a lot and it's one of my comfortable moments.
But, i don't know why my papa does not like it. He hit me on the head and told me to never sit with my grandfather again. 
Anyone please give advice how do i deal with this. I don't want to make him understand cause i don't think he will listen . This is driving me nuts

Anger Issues

I have an abusive father. He's been abusing my mother since I can remember. Everyone around us - neighbours, his colleagues believe that he is the best guy around. He infuriates me that he doesn't respect my mother and hurls at her when he gets mad on the most pettiest things.
Nobody deserves to be treated like that. Why are men like this? Why do they think they can hurt the woman around and can get away with it? How is this fair?

I desperately want him to die. Not even like a slow death but instant death. I don't want to be compassionate when I would see him die hence, a sudden death is what I wish for. That is a fair ask.

Domestic Abuse

I have never been more frustrated in my life. My father doesn’t let me go out on my own. Ever. I know he is trying to protect me. How did it help? I have been more sexually assaulted than a normal girl with normal parents. It doesn’t help my dear father. And he doesn’t know this. Today I just asked him to go out with my friend to a nearby city and he said take your younger brother with you. It will be convenient. I told him it will be weird as in he can drop me and we’ll take the metro. He said no. I told him I want to learn travelling. I have never travelled using metro alone and what if I get stuck someday. I need to learn. He said if you really wanna learn roaming around go walk. Walk to your destination if that’s what you want. I am so frustrated. He doesn’t listen to me at all. I ised to go out all the time secretly because he has always been strict but I realised it’s wrong and I have started asking him for the same. He doesn’t seem to care. So that’s that. 

Frustration

Just had a bad fight with my Dad,i told him some hurtful stuffs and so did he,So men who are  soon to be fathers,please don't be absent in your children's lives,you maybe able to give them everything physically and financially ,but if you're not there emotionally,that shit follows us for the rest of  our lives.I hate my Dad so much but i also love him so much it's driving me fucking crazy

Depression

Am i a bad child if i dont know if i have any kind of feeling towards my father? i know that he loves me its just he cant control his bad temper most of the time since i was a child and done unreasonable stuffs in result. 

I got into a huge fight with my dad today...he told me that all mbbs students just study for 4 days and write the exam.rest all of the days they just go out watch movies and enjoy...I told him mbbs is not like arts coz the degree in itself is not going to do anything it's all about practice after that and i got angry coz he gives zero respect for the efforts I put... I literally live my entire life for them and i hate it when he gives zero respect back..i don't want him to glorify me but atleast can't he not disrespect? 

3am Thoughts

my real aunt and dad is having an affair i kn ew this since a month and so do my mum but they r pretending as they r not and he is screaming shit on me and blaming me that i caught him i m miserable 


Stress

So I'm thinking of running away from my mom's house and going to live with my dad. I see him every two weeks, so it's not like we don't keep in touch. My mom let's me stay with him, cause they have joint custody. But right now, things are getting too bad at my moms. We're having the drama at my dad's house, but things are getting just as bad at my mom's. I got into a fight with my step dad. He asked me why I "look like that", talking about my sad and empty expression. And I looked at them with confusion, asking how they didn't notice I've been this way for 2 weeks. And they said they noticed. So my step dad said, "if you want to compete with pain-" and I cut him off with, "I never said I was trying to compete." I kind of snapped at him. The thing is... He has heart failure. So he's in physical pain all the time. Where as I have emotional pain. That and he's a prick, so of course he would say that. He always brings up how he had it harder (meaning the depression) than I ever will. And I finally reached my limit tonight. Well, he went into their room and slammed their door like a teenager. My mom got mad at me and started yelling at me about my grades and missing assignments. Now I'm thinking I should leave. Not just because she's always nagging me about school, but because situations here aren't helping my mental health. I know it'll hurt her and she'll probably lock me in my room again to prevent me from leaving, but I'm 16 now and I think I have a say with what I want to do. Where I want to be. I just feel completely and utterly hopeless. Like there's no longer an escape from everything. I used to have hope that I'd move away when I get older and live a better, adventurous life. But that perspective changed completely. Now I can't see myself making it to graduation. It's like suddenly all visions of my future went black.

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