When i lose him it’s hard
It doesn’t feel real at first.
It feels like I’m in a movie.
My breath gets faster…
I start feeling dizzy.
I keep telling yourself to same thing…
Over
And
Over
Again
My mind keeps screaming…
NO!
I feel the pain wash over me.
It’s like a wave.
It swallows me whole and drags me away.
Away from safety as it drags me down.
I feel like I’m drowning in my emotions.
Like i can’t breath.
And if I try to scream…
No one will hear a thing.
I feel like collapsing…
And i do,
I collapse inside.
My heart hurts…
I feel pain that i have never felt before.
I don’t know what to do.
STOP!
I shout…
But i can’t.
The pain just keeps coming.
Like a steady waterfall.
My emotions drown me once again…
I can’t do anything about it.
I just have to wait and let it pass.
It pulls at me.
It follows me and attacks when I least expect it…
I don’t know what to do.🙂
Avtar @avtar
Stay calm and relax allow time to do thier work time is the biggest healer
💛🙂
Janmesh @janmesh
Hey first of all it was the great way how you expressed your feelings! You need to get a friend open up to him/her and eventually all the drowning part will be over! and as you’ll be happy chances of collapsing will reduce and hence you’ll be free of all the darkness!
💛🙂
Janmesh @janmesh
If you need a friend to talk you can ping me here or offsite(ids are in profile), i would love to have a good convo!
hold on there. I know everybody seems to say that but trust me I’ve been through this and it’ll all be better soon. If you want to talk I’m here
