When I look at the mirror, I see a broken me. When I burst into tears, I realize how sad I am. I get to know how much lonely I am, and how much I have been holding inside me :) 

Exactly! We are do prone to these things that we have been used to it. And no more we feel anything. 

Sorry for such a late reply but you can connect anytime you want or feel low :)

Maybe we are not alone maybe we have just given up trying anymore
Maybe through this we can make ourselves less lonely 

3am Thoughts

I just don't know 
I'm feeling extremely depressed and no one wants to hear it 
My mom always asks me what's wrong when I'm upset but I feel like she doesn't care yes I still live at home because I can't afford to live anywhere else. I feel like I'm just a slave because I get yelled at for practically everything and I'm not depressed I'm just being dramatic. While my little brother has been diagnosed with mental health issues and my mom actually listens to him. I'm just supposed to suck it up and deal with the abuse from the two "perfect" people 

Depression

Why the hell people want to make dating site out of this website. You do know there are apps for that, right? Arghh, what about decorum guys. Sharing feelings doesn't mean people wanna date you. An honest heart to heart conversation is super underrated. Try that please. 

Relationships

Anyone from Ooty here?

Other

will I ever heal from this? 

I just want to talk with anyone. My boyfriend said to me that I am selfish. Does putting yourself first is being selfish?

Mental Health

I am final year student and working alongside. I have been into few attractions with a girls older than me. Through whole Life, have been single, focusing just in studies and career. And now i feel I should have done some fun too. Always saw How immature the relationship is and how can people cop up like this. I found someone who were exactly like how i imagined, but never dared to say. 
Right now, I'm feeling lonely, as i had many things listed in my fantasy list..to do with my girl, shopping, movies, eating and lot of fun together. 

Do you ever felt like this, how did you overcome this feeling? Pls do write 

Lonely

Im feeling lonely i need to talk to someoene


I used to be scholar kid in school but things changye during high school ...I used to get bullied and mocked and this affected my grades and everything. I lost a lot of weight, lost confidence , friends, got anxiety depression, low bp and and what not.
I got into n average clg somehow and life was pretry bad there too and I was living away from home that time it was horrible. I used to cry every night, I even ran away to home sometimes but my family would send me back......didnt have any friends and my family knew abt it but they would always put blame on me like all this happens because you dont wake up on time , or dont eat right, you are negetive or its in your head and all. 
I used to try so hard you know , I still try , counselor, meds, dietitian but nothing works. My situation is so bad. 
My clg ended during lockdown so I thought I would work on myself but I haven't achieved anything yet. I am so trumatized by school and clg so I decided I don't wanna go for higher studies and I would look for any job even if the pay scale is not that high but covid has made it difficult. I gotta start somewhere. I know my situation is not how it used to be when I was scholar but I have made my peace with it.
My siblings are really intelligent and they have their life sorted out , so just because my life turned out horrible they are always looking down on me , saying things like you won't be able to do anything in life , you are a looser , you just have one degree what are you gonna do or give me useless advices . Even my parents do that because they think I cant do anything.
 I have failed so miserably. I had such a bright future , i dont know what went wrong , why this happened to me. 
You know my school ended so many years ago and I still go through every horrible comment and incident that happened to me everyday. And same for college. I live through everything again and again. I try to distract myself but sometimes it just gets too much. I just want to know how it feels to be accepted , loved , to not be scared , to be at peace.
I dont even have anyone to share anything because when I did try I get such statements in return "you're so weak , you're sensitive, looser" 
Nobody wants me. I feel so sacred and alone.


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