When he says he won’t leave/ghost me, I don’t believe in it at all, because of past relationships, where I wasn’t ever included in the decision of not being together anymore, they just stopped replying and then disappeared with the text they can’t do it anymore. When he isn’t around for few hours I feel terrible, I feel like he won’t be around anymore. I am literally going through this trauma and I cannot help myself at all about it. 🥺