When buying a car make sure previous owner doesn't still have the keys.

PS: This isn't about car's

windy_howler

3am Thoughts

Although people tell me that I'm a very nice person but I know all of them are bitching about me behind my back and now I know everything, I can't even believe anyone anymore right now. I tried to cope up but still I can't. I can't even concentrate on my studies. What to do I don't know? They just behave differently behind me and in front me. Even the one whom I loved. I still believe that at least he was genuine. But in some cases, he was like them only. They hear rubbish and fake things about me and believe them and don't talk to me anymore. Why this happens to me only? Why????? Why I am the only one to be blamed always for all the things. I just can't take it anymore. I used to be a cheerful girl but now I miss that old cheerful girl. This year I am surely going to be enrolled in a college. But my question is whether I can be that again cheerful girl? Will I find another true love without any complications? Will I able to make true and new friends who will accept me as who I am not bad bitch about me and not misunderstand me by believing what others told him/her about me. I really don't know. Can I start a new life after this? 

Main bahut depressed hoon. Please help me ! I can't sleep... Can't even Breathe. 🥺

I lost my grand father on 12-Dec-20. I don't know how to overcome it. I have always been his favorite child. 

Lonely

Hello everyone I hope you’re doing great ❤️

So if someone needs anyone to talk, wanna share something or wanna confess something you can share with me if you’re comfy I’ll listen to you and for sure I’ll try to help you❤️

Friends

You ever feel where everything you do just became a routine. It's the same everyday, no excitement to get up in the morning. You just lazily get out of the bed, do the usual things you do on a regular day and at the end of the day you feel more empty inside. It's like you're a living zombie everyday and you're just tired of it but you still need to continue because you have to and no one will do it for you.

It has been a few days now that I am having these sleepless nights. Deep down, I am afraid of the nightmares. This paranoia is driving me insane. I fantasize about burning this world down to ashes or killing someone just for kicks. The devil waits for me in a boat, to carry me home. I see myself down the river with the moon shining over me. These dreams, they are real. I am in control of what I do, but I maintain the will to stop myself. I see myself, with a body of someone I killed. It's me battling my own demons in a prison of my own mind, where I'm trapped as the world has sinned and yet it's just all about me. The world has sinned, and yet it's just me who suffers? The time is still, and I can't fight these demons off. I'm a prisoner of my own existence and all I feel is pain. While I cannot move, I cannot see, but I know I am alive. How do I escape this inferno of endless suffering? The devil has grabbed my hand, threw me into the river, but I know I'm still alive. How am I to escape this hell or should I take the hand of the god who has not yet heard my cries? The voices are driving me insane. If I shoot myself in the head, will they go away or will they haunt me even after I am dead? Every journey has an end, this is ours. I wish someone would pray for our demise. See you on the other side. Goodbye
 -Rest in peace.

My boyfriend saw pictures of me and my ex which by mistake were left in my old folder. He is not talking to me. Its stressing me out .
I don't know what to do.

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