What's worse, overprotective parents or overprotective siblings?

Parents and siblings who don’t care about you 

At least they love you. It’s better than listening everyday that you should get a boyfriend and live cause you are annoying and they are bored of you (my case)

3am Thoughts

Why I'm not gettin any messages 🥲

Wanna wipe of my memory and build some new ones 😅

I think I have anxious attachment with him. Idk how to deal with it. I'm so stressed about this. Sometimes i think that it's all in my head only but still it hurts idk what to do now.

Stress

3:33

It's hard...life seems really hard for me and I'm well aware of the fact that people have gone through more hard and rough times than me and  have got themselves back together and kinda like picked themselves up and became successful...but no matter how hard I'm trying I'm just not able to reach out...I try to wake up early but I fail...I try to make a to do list and I fail..... it's like a deadly nightmare....
I have too many backlogs from my class and my school just gave us tones of work.. it's like they expect us to be robots...like they told us to complete our Notebooks,Do some sort of project, gave us Holidays HW and top of it complete all the Practical Notebooks....
And here I am...I have too many Backlogs from my class and it's sooo exhausting that I don't wish to sit and attend the class at all....and so I have too many Backlogs....also I have been performing badly in my tests...all this Sh#t is just making my life a hell....and I've been losing sleep...I lost all my appetite..I just feel that I'm mentally and physically exhausted..my bad mental health status have actually made me sick for a few weeks ....and believe it or not I was an A grade student last year...I scored 94.8% in my 10th boards and this makes it the worst....
This year I decided to give myself a little time so that I just don't immerse myself completely into studies because for the past few years l never went anywhere and just kept on studying even on holidays...but I am just very unlucky...I decided to visit some place far after 10th but the pandemic hit...and I just feel like I actually wasted every moment that I had....
So like I decided to do some self care but in the end I just cannot.....I feel useless and the worst..maybe I should've just been the way I was so that I wouldn't have had so many Backlogs...now I don't even know what I'm writing.....this year was really difficult and i just feel like the next year would be more difficult...
Ik you wouldn't read this much but I appreciate you  came this far... thank you...

meeting my friend has uplifted my mood!! I feel normal for once in a very long time. I dont want this night to end. 

Happy

I don't feel motivated to do anything, it's not like i am sad that's why i don't feel motivated, it's just that i am too much i my comfort zone, like i have gained quite an amount of weight in lockdown before that i used to be quite slim but now it feels bad to see that i can't wear all the things i used to wear, and i realise it but still i don't put any effort towards it , in the same way i need to study to get a better job than the current one but all i do is watch Netflix whole day and do binge eating.

Iam really happy for you dude😊
Be the same as always.
Be happy.

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