Whoisshe @shewhoisshe
My heart is telling me one thing and my mind said another. There are times when both are match up with the same feelings… until there’s days like this where it leave me confuse as to why my heart can stop caring for a person and my mind is giving me all the reason on why I need to stop.
Whoisshe @shewhoisshe
I’m trying! I often ask myself is this even worth it? I know the answer but i end up ignoring it and continue on. It’s almost like, I know, I’m costing my own pain by sticking around but I’m not sure why I haven’t let go yet. Everything seem so temporary these days. Do people still care? Care enough to be honest, or is being honest really that difficult.
Whoisshe @shewhoisshe
You’re absolutely correct. I have been fake, I been fake being happy knowing damn well I’m not happy with a person but yet I won’t walk away because I love this person. I know, I should love me more but I can’t stand to let a person down. It’s so sad, because I rather for a person to walk away from me “witch I’m use to” than for me to walk away from them. I just want to truly be happy with myself. Find what makes me happy but truth be told I honestly don’t know what it feels like to truly be happy. I’m I suppose to feel complete or something. What does true happiness feel like?
Whoisshe @shewhoisshe
Thank you so much. I know, I can crate my own happiness and to do so, I have to live in the moment of today and not worry about yesterday let along tomorrow. I’m fighting really hard! I know, I can do it! I just be having these moments where I allow other people action to effect me. I’m learning, and I will continue to keep learning and growing. Just know I really do appreciate you, just by you simply take the time out your day to respond to me, it means the world to me. I wish you nothing but the best! Btw, I am very lucky because of your friendly reminder.
