What's bothering you? 

Let me go first: 
I want to achieve a lot in my life (in terms of career goals) but as time passes I feel that I have to prioritise my inner happiness over my achievements and it highly bothers me these days. 

I feel like I've been left behind by everyone especially my classmates who are excelling and pursuing their passion. I'm still here in my old place, with no plans what to do in my life. It's like I'm aimlessly walking with no direction and in the end, still finding myself in the same old position.

Career

There is a popular saying : hardwork is the key to success 
But nowadays people do smartwork and go ahead.
Then wht about the people who do their best and work hard and in the end wht they get is average
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Lyk i had done a assignment whole by myself after so much research and own observations but the people who submitted assignments copied from others got best reviews. 
Why???
PLEASE DON'T JUDGE 

Anxiety

Why are my nightmares so terrifying?

Teenagers

How to deal with when someone says you're too small for this your just 19 and etc. And you have to see a lot of things in life. 

3am Thoughts

mehmaano aaye huye the aaj aur mummy ne pocha Igane ko bol diya mujhe aaj mera bday tha... the embarrassment 

Lost!

Lonely

I just found out that I’ll be moving out earlier than I expected, which is exciting, but that won’t happen for another 8 or so months. I’ve been very stressed out lately to the point where it’s physically having effects on me to the point where I got so freaked out that I took an emergency trip to the walk-in clinic. My stepmom has been yelling about every little thing for the past month. For example, I forgot to empty the lint rack in my dryer and she started screeching at me as if I were to accidentally drop her phone in the toilet (something I’ve never done but my youngest brother did.) I’m feeling pressured about grades and homework because I don’t have time at home to do it unless if it’s at midnight. There have been so many nights when I didn’t get to go to bed until almost 4 in the morning, and I have to get up at 6 for school on the weekdays. It’s hard to deal with the stress and I’m scared to talk about it bc I’ve been told so many times BY MY PARENTS that how I feel is crap and that it doesn’t matter. So I’m expected to keep my mouth shut and not say anything. And then when I had finally had enough and needed to say something, which is once every couple years, it causes a huge fight and I’m shamed into giving in my two cents respectfully, bc I am allowed to have an opinion too and voice it, to the point where I will go days without talking to anyone and surviving off of water and a bite of whatever here and there. I know that I was never planned, but why make my life miserable? I do nothing but try to help other people. Idk anymore tbh


Depression

😁😁

“Fading Out”

Fading out
Echos end
Train stops
Mirror breaks
A broken heart
Hurtful mind
What did I do
To call you mine



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