whats a part of a song that tells ur story? 
mine is - "guess my childhood is over
now I'm taking down my posters
and I'm putting all my things inside a box next to a toaster
that's my closest thing to closure"

"I didn't change who I am,
I've always been a man!"

Music

I think I might have eating disorder. I'm 40kgs and very happy about it. I always say that I don't care what my weight is but now I'm living alone I do. a while ago I realized that I gained 2 kilograms and now I'm trying to skip lunch and not buy what I want to eat using the price as an excuse sure it does actually matter but I now realize that I just don't wanna gain any weight and I feel happy when I see 39 kgs on the scale. I also literally feel elated when someone compares sizes with me and says things like "omg your wrist is so thin! I can wrap it fully with my 2 fingers" or the surprised faces when I tell them my weight. it's like my only redeeming speciality. I don't know if I wanna get help about it. I mean I am happy after all. I don't know why I'm even writing it here but yay thanks for reading.

Eating Disorder

Now&me
Please do something of this chat box glitch..its just so irritating 

Now&Me Activities

My grandfather cannot hear stuff if we scream it in his face but he can hear the sound of my father's car lock 3 floors down. Can someone tell me how that works😂

My mom would never understand how I feel. I always feel lonely. I live alone at home. My dad not staying together. My sister run away from home. My mom go to work from morning to night. I only have 2 friends. When I ask to go out with my friends, she never allow me to go out with them. She afraid that I will be social. I understand that she didn't want I become like my sister. But she never think that how lonely I am. I cry every at home. I feel like depression but I never show to her. I don't want to diagnosis i have depression, I'm just always feel sad. When she at work, she always call me and nagging at me. I feel constrained. I can't do what I want. Now I'm struggling with my final exam. And she make me become more stress. While studying she ask me to do something. Ask me to do that, to do this. I'm so stress. 

Family

Why some people...wont just leave me business alone....they are too nosey and stalker much...if I had powers...🖐🖐...I would change their minds 

Neighbours

how to lose weight fastly ? I'm 16 years old btw

Body image

I feel so lonely i have a lot of friends,when i look at my

chats there are lot of it but none of them is like i can text them anytime and they will be there for me,i need a best friend,a virtual bestfriend who can listen to me,can be there for me,a soul to rely on,a shoulder to cry on,a friend through the highs and the lows ...hehehe and i promise to treat him/her the same

need a friend but nothing. 

Relationships

Before giving birth to a child, parents should do one thing, and that is to heal their unhealed selves.





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