Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

He was much more older and I was kid who made me believe that he is in love I’m in love and took advantage of me

My love story was quite like opposites attract - I was the efficient sociable and slightly controlling top student, they were the depressed antisocial and unmotivated little piece of shite. We both liked to discuss intellectual matters though, it’s how we bonded. We got together, I got a bit too manipulative and then they were at the same time a bit too stuck in their attachment issue patterns and we broke up abruptly after a while. I like to think we were very intensely invested in each other while it lasted, almost obsessed with each other, but it wasn’t meant to last. We weren’t ever going to end up moving in together, etc. It was the best ignited flame while it lasted. We helped each other out in ways no other people could.

He was quite opposite of me - we had completely different interests. We both had childhood trauma and both were immature 15 year olds. He used to write me poems, notes, suggested me songs and I pretended not to understand his poems just so he could explain me what was his thought behind it. He wanted something out of the movies. I was unromantic and didn’t trust anyone easily but him. If I wanted to share something or hold his hands I couldn’t as I’m not very expressive. He was extremely possessive and grew jealous if I had more conversation with my male friends. I broke up after 1 year, he moved on after few months and I decided to take break from getting into relationships (that was my first and last) . It was good, cute and innocent while it lasted and it taught me a lot about my trauma and I’m currently working on it and we aren’t in touch, it’s been 6 years.

My love story began since the end of 9th grade when we were 15 years old.He started to like me and asked me for a date.I found him attractive too but I thought it was to early to begin a relationship so I said to him that till 18 I ‘m not going to date anyone .I was very popular at high school and him too and he knew that every guy liked me there.He asked me for a date the next year and the next year even tho he knew I wasn’t going to accept him.
At the end of high school when we were 18 he tried his chance again and then I accepted to start talking to him because that feeling hadn’t passed for 3 years and I thought maybe that’s a sign.
We started dating at 18 and had a relationship for 2 years.He was my first boyfriend and I tried everything for the first time with him.
I also was his first long term girlfriend and we were okay with each other.
Anyway we broke up 2 months ago because if it would have lasted longer he was scared that it would be very serious and he was to young to create a family even though I didn’t asked him this.I am studying medicine and it doesn’t go in my head to marry so little when I have 10 years school.
Anyway he let me the chance open to turn back again one day and I don’t know if I will wait for him while he’s going with others
If you ask me in this moment I say that I would wait for him😂but in life happens everything and the thoughts change
I just know that I loved him for 5 years,had him for 2 years and now I’m literally in tears without him.

Not a love story but Mine is an one sided story… I was really really into this girl who was one of my friend… I had crush on her since last five years… We were best friends… But when she moved to other city fir job things changed… She literally turned into a different person… In the start we used to call/text each other everyday… When she moved away I started to drop hints I don’t know if she got it or not… Once or twice I even asked directly "will you marry… Want to run with me " but it was on call so she thought I was joking and changed the topic… 3yrs passed like this… And now from last 2 years she is acting totally different… She hardly calls/text me like once in a 6 month… Even if I’ll call she’ll be like I am busy we’ll talk later… I accept everyone has problems but how busy a person can be… Not even on Sunday… Forget it she has time to hang with other friends… She even came to city to visit her family she didn’t even informed me… It was like only I was trying to save the frndship we had… she was never interested… She was just with me bcoz she wasn’t having any friend or someone to talk to… Or spend time with… It hurts so much to be taken for granted and that to from the very first love… ☹️😵 No sad nor happy ending that what hurt the most " no ending "

I hope the same… But it’s going to be difficult bcoz not everyone support homosexuality.