What to feel when someone calls you crazy just because you need time from them?

And do what? Would you wait again for the same person to come and talk to you when you already know that all he’s gonna do is blame you only AGAIN! 

Hey are you doing okay now? Do you feel like sharing out?!

I would have understood that's my priority and no one is too busy for loved ones 

Boyfriend

Hello everyone out there !! I really wish whatever you went through or going through or might go through in future may you have powerr and strength to become better version of yourselves !!! Warm hugs for everyone out there !!! Thanks a lot @silentboi for suggesting me such a nicee movie !!! It really bought tears in my eyes !!! Guys do watch "Wonder" movie if you haven't it's there on netflix !! 

Compassion

The girl who I lyk the most is diagnosed with cancer. We r in a long distnce rltnshp, I cnt even support hr. I feel really bad tht it hs to be hr. I m also emotionally so sad, shes trying to be norml but its not possible .How can I support hr? I really want to help her and make everything easir for hr. I don't want to loose hr. Pls hlp!

Frustration

Day 28 
( Thanks for reading) 
Like tell mee this what help s people come out and tell their real self to others I know there is a personality that u keep to ur self but then also u need to have that real self talk . What grows that when ever I self talk mostly either I procastinate or I just hate my self . There are time when I am in between but not also . Like people of my age know them self how they behave how they react and me just wasting my tym . May bee I need to just goo for it instead of thinking this much.  

Mental Wellbeing

Tanha hai rat , tanha hum bhi hain..
Khyal kuch khas nhi, fir bhi  sath kuchh gham bhi hai..
Na jane kyu is rat ankhen nam si hai,
Sona to chahta hu...
Pr sone ki niyat thodi kam si hai 


3am Thoughts

Sometimes Life takes such a turn like it makes us feel helpless ...whom to approach ,trusting someone  is the biggest  nightmare  People we loved are the ones  who  sabotage  our turst when we are vulnerable. 

Friends  hear us out just to get some gossips out of it.
Parents have their  own  shit to deal with. 
Nowadays  getting  a genuine  people  who help us and who doesn't   crush  our self  esteem  , makes us to chase them  and think we are nothing without  them... people  who are selfless just for sometime..

Confusion

I want to tell her that I miss her alot, I want to tell her that I wouldn't stop loving her even if she leaves me, I want to tell her everything that I couldn't do for her becoz the time was not right. I want to tell her I meant every promise, every word which I ever told her out of love. Nothing haunts more than the memories and promises that we made together.
There are millions of things that are left unsaid but it wouldn't matter to her anything now.
She is keeping herself closed to hear and say anything that I have to say.
I want to tell her that its ok to be afraid, I am afraid too but as long as we don't give up on each other nothing in this world can separate us. 
But I guess its too late for that or my be not.
When I met her I saw something special in her, I saw how lonely and emotionally broke she has been over the years. She couldn't get the love she wanted from anyone, be it family or from the relationship. I remember When I told her how beautiful she is, she couldn't believe that someone can see her from that prospective. She would often think that I was giving compliments just to make her feel happy. But actually I wasn't, I actually felt whatever I said to her. She came in to my life like a Star who lightened my world with her light. I was also healing when we both met. And now After 4 years I am standing here again where I was before except this time I am more hurt than ever.
I do hope I survive this time in one piece.
Love and relationship has never been easy for me, due to some past incident, I am always afraid what if that person would leave me someday, what if things doesn't work out, even before falling in love. So I act cold and emotionally disconnect so that I could convince myself that It will be ok if things dont workout. And When I really convinced myself that its ok to be afraid but not to forget to do the right thing. But still things ended badly. 
She is in my mind all the time, I can't work, I can't spend time with my family, I can't feel happy about anything.
Whatever we had it was the most beautiful feeling in the world. I don't wanna feel this type of love again with anyone. This love belongs to her as well, as she is the one who gave me all the love she had in her heart so I am keeping safe in my heart.
I wish I could do anything to make her stay in my life as it doesn't make any sense that she is leaving everything we both always wanted.
She is my Love and Always will be.











Anxiety

So I fell in love with my bestfriend and when I confessed he said I'm in a relationship ,I can't do anything,you move on and come back we would become bestfriends again after some days
But the problem is I can't stop missing him and I always think how can I move on knowing that he would come in my life again maybe again I would fall in love with him,again I would be one sided lover being sidelined 
Should I message him and part ways forever and become strangers and move on
Or just be in a loop trying to move on but cant
Someone guide and tell me what should I do

Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts