What to do when you realise all that you worked for was in vain ...the truth that u believed was never true..


Accepting is the hard part.  Moving on will come eventually...thanks though 

Move on then... fruits aren't in your hand only action is!

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What you lost that you thought was true would have been yours if it was meant to be , so I said accept

3am Thoughts

Not good not bad

Anger Issues

As I wake up every morning, a sense of despair embraces me. That nothing will go right, that this world is too cruel and its humans too. I am not a very smart person who can say many witty things or keep a conversation warm, but I can be very trustworthy. I never had any friend who would give a shit about me. And at this stage of life, I am too tired and afraid to look for one who will understand and respect my feelings. The only friend I trusted, has betrayed me over and over. And I can see that she never valued me, is only with me because of necessity. I sometimes envy those who has found love or friendship. 
I just wish my friendship, my love and my contribution were acknowledged. 

Self Esteem

After getting backlog from University, today I again give exam and it doesn't goes well😓

My professor scold me, "what you done in this 5-6 month why you don't improve it" 

I just seeing floor and replies nothing....

It is my first failure, and it break my whole confidence
My batchmates getting forward in their life & far away from me..
They look at me down

There is no one to share this problem
My parents also losing hope from me.....

I don't know where I've went wrong...
😭

Want to 
Give up from everything 😭😓😞


College

I don’t wanna be here

But how are y’all 

Compassion

Yestersay I had a plan to go meet my bestie (after 2 months) but I had to cancel because one of my friend who is shifting to another city in two weeks asked me to hangout.
I thought that I could meet bestie another day cos this other friend was going to leave soon so i should spend time with her.
But when bestie got to know she got really upset that I didn't tell her the reason and ditched her.
I've been felling like shit since then and there's this feeling that things might spiral with her because of this. I apologized many times but there still seems to be sour feelings.
I am not looking for any validation just want to know did I really do a very shitty thing?

Friends

It's been a month since school started and I've been feeling down ever since. I cry a lot for no reason, I try to occupy myself, read a book or play video game to calm myself but I get bored of it after a few minutes and just lay down. I feel like I want new friends but I don't know how to do it, I want to put myself out there but with school I need to focus entirely on my work if I want to have decent grates. I feel trapped, not only trapped by my school work but the entire world. I have to finish school to have a job if I want a roof on my head, but all I want to do is run away as far as possible, live a simple life in a small house with a forest nearby and close to the sea maybe... I know I have to finish school but my body is showing me that he doesn't want any of it and it's been hard to keep sane and not actually run away. I wish I could meet people who feel the same and create a relationship, I know how to speak and listen to people but not how to build a friendship...

Mental Health

It's like I stopped feeling
I stopped understanding
I stopped being me
I am no more here 
I feel numb 
Actually I don't feel 
Talking feels like a burden 
It's like the whole world is suddenly silent and it's just me and my thoughts
I want to get out of this

Depression

So My partner is acting weird. We dont talk whole day due to her work. Today i called her and she didnt responded to me and then said i m frustrated and just left. She is like i dont want to talk to you. Is this a mood Game whenever you are all Okay You come to talk and then You leave. And whenever i ask her anything she just tells me dont start urgueing this that everytime blames me. i dont even talk whole day.  I feel like a option and just blames.

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