What should I do? Where should I go? I think I'm lost in this world. I wanted to disappear but I don't have the guts to hurt those who will be left behind. 

fight with it and whatever u wanna do just kill it or do it until people would tell u that u r murdering it 

Anxiety

Hiii✨

Friends

I want to see Meredith ￼

Depression

*Trigger warning* (Bullying) 
I was passively bullied in high school by people who didn't even realize and would never accept that they bullied others. I wish people realized the concept of passive bullying. It's so scarring. 

Education

I feel really sad and lonely and unhappy my entire life. My heart is so heavy.

I really cant remember a time when I was truely happy, I just feel really sad all the time

From when I was born my parents have been fighting with each other every day, every hour I have seen violence and heard curses and observed frustrations and wished I was never borned here…. I feel really sad because of it. 

Because of my poor  mental condition at home I was never a confident kid, I have lost many things because of it.. My mental state was never settled quitely because of which I never made many friends.. 

Never had good relationships with many people. I was 7 years old when I started playing chess when I got introduced to this game, this was the only thing in my life which I started liking a lot, it would make me feel very happy and satisfied. But I wasn't fortunate enough to take full advantage of my interest and do something in this field. 

WE ARE A LOWER MIDDLE CLASS FAMILY always in money problems. We could never really afford a good coaching classes for my hobbie and so got into a cheaper one even there it was once in a week, four times a month…. Where the teacher qould cancel the classes so frequently… that was the only good thing happening to me then…..eventually I had to leave that coaching class too… 

Anger Issues

i thought i was doing better but, today i hurt myself, after 2 years of being clean i just broke again. I feel upset, angry, lost, sad. I cant reach out to my parents because they don't understand how hard im trying. I wish my mom would at least try to understand but she just makes me feel worse lol. 

Its hard to get to know new people. Random thoughts like' will they like me? judge me or maybe I'll ruin it somehow' occur in my mind whenever I go out in a social gathering.

Mental Health

Some lies are better than the real truth..


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