What should I do i mean my bestf broke the bro code my dating my x with whom I was thinking to be back with i literally dk what to feel rn🤷🏻‍♀️

Misunderstanding

I feel so bad about myself. I am 27 female. May 5 friends got married last year, 3 got engaged this month. I feel so bad. Its like everyone is getting their partners and i am here waiting. It hurts sometimes seeing them caring for each other. While i have no one. 
I miss that feeling of having someone. I feel i lack in looks or personality etc,thus nobody likes me.
My best friend has also withdrawn from me. She dont talk to me anymore,says she is busy. While keeping posting on instagram about hangout with other friends. I feel so lonely. Like i will be left alone. Everyone will have people for them.
Do you also feel so?? Or its just me... 

Marriage

Want to sleep but don't want to sleep.. anyone relate ? 

Insomnia

whos weird here besides me?

Other

Are you the moon? Because even when it’s dark you still seem to shine

3am Thoughts

People are so hurtful man

Life

I’m so tired of this illness :( 

I am feeling super depressed ik i am wromg but i cant handle my problem my gf is not messaging me since 3 days i cant resist myself she isn't messaging bcoz i used to blackmail her and someome her mom got to know about this and took her mobile and now she wont give it back to my gf i promised my gf to never ever blackmail and she wants her mobile back but her mother isn't giving her back bcuz her mother doesnt trust me and she doesnt even picks up my call so that i can apologise help me 😭

Depression

I've been working night shift and it's been making me feel super stressed and anxious. I'm finally moving to a morning shift role,but I've had to work on weekends and miss out on social events,normally I'm okay with my partner doing things without me, I'm not super clingy. But we both got invited to a party and I can't go cause it's my last week of working night shift, I felt super depo about it cause I've just been feeling like life's passing me by, my partner saw I was sad and left to go to the party anyway. I'm not sure how I feel,I'm in two minds, on one hand I want him to have fun with his friends but on the other hand it would have been nice to not have been alone the whole Saturday evening...Am I being selfish for feeling a little mad at him?

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