What should I choose? Dying everyday till I felt better or die one day to end my suffer.

Confusion

Tomorrow my dad is getting retired and I m feeling very emotional don't know why but now it's my responsibility for future.

3am Thoughts

Is there no one to reply??? 

Anxiety

ya like i am in a bit of confusion of how my bf would react on a certain sensitive matter.i am in a relationship now for 2 1/2 yr. during last oneyr i a in contact with my ex like in a frndly manner.e suddenly called me giving some good news about his life which he thought of sharing with me.sincethen we have talking to eachother like frnds. i don't have any kind of feelings forhim now and ever will i have.i kind of don't like hidding this fact from my bf.ya like every bf who doesn't like his gf's ex he also ,doesn't like him,but the fact that i am talking to my ex behind his back makes me feel awful and like he shares all of his littlest thing to me and i am hiding this big king of thing makes me think like i am not doing right by his side.so many girls experience this same matter in daily life.

i just need some suggestions on what should i do...
do i tell him or do i not tell him????/

Relationships

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We bought an old house, my boyfriend and I. He's in charge of the "new" construction  converting the kitchen in to the master bedroom for instance, while I'm on wallpaper removal duty. The previous owner papered EVERY wall and CEILING! Removing it is brutal, but oddly satisfying. The best feeling is getting a long peel, similar to your skin when you're peeling from a sunburn. I don't know about you but I kinda make a game of peeling, on the hunt for the longest piece before it rips.Under a corner section of paper in every room is a person’s name and a date. Curiosity got the best of me one night when I Googled one of the names and discovered the person was actually a missing person, the missing date matching the date under the wallpaper! The next day, I made a list of all the names and dates. Sure enough each name was for a missing person with dates to match. We notified the police who naturally sent out the crime scene team. I overhead one tech say "yup, it's human." Human? What's human? "Ma'am, where is the material you removed from the walls already? This isn't wallpaper you were removing.

Dreams

यादें तेरी , मेरे अनमोल साथी,,
आज भी तस्वीरों से तू झांकती॥

Bhai boards arhe he pr meri abhi bhi nai fatt rhi ki meri abhi tk kyu nai fatt rhi!!😮‍💨😮‍💨

Abortion

I have been  working in a private school from the past 3yrs but I am not happy with this job .. Cox I am not getting good salary as per my expectations ... I had appeared in a govt exam in 2022 but didn't clear ... 
Now I m soo depressed I want to study again for govt exams but feels disinterested... Not understanding any single topic and I m going to school that also wastes my time but I m from middle class family I have to do job .. what to do how to study again for govt exams ..and manage my time 

 

i regret so much of my life but i’m too exhausted to go over everything i feel bad about
i’m so tired of everything


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