What is your first memory ever? If you rewind, what is the first thing you remember from your childhood? 

My grandfather taking me and my siblings to railway crossing to watch the only "super fast" express train that went through our small town. 

Simpler times when watching a train pass by was thrilling. Watching an airplane was a life event. Days of sosyo, goldspot, Gokul ice cream, kissme bar. 

3am Thoughts

Day by day I am loosing hope in myself 
I am a failure 

Career

SO MANY STUPID FIGHTS, SO MANY INSIDE JOKES, SO MANY CRAZIEST THINGS WHAT EVERYONE DID ARE THE SWEET MEMORIES FOREVER…

How to erase person in your memories? 

Depression

Dear me,
I wish I could tell you all that will happen and help you along the way, but if there's one thing I would do is to help you break free.

BREAK FREE FROM THE PRESSURE TO FIT IN
BREAK FREE FROM COMPARING YOURSELF TO EVERYONE

BREAK FREE FROM HATING ALL THAT YOU AREN'T

BREAK FREE FROM BELIEVING THAT YOU AREN'T SPECIAL OR STRONG ENOUGH

Please know, that you are amazing and a beautiful masterpiece that one day you will recognise & appreciate. I wish I could hold your hand as you walk along this journey learning to love and care for yourself, but I know how strong & capable you are. 

never stop fighting for us. It May feel impossible now, but I promise it will be all worth it 



Affirmations

My🧠: Move on in life, she's never coming back, she's happy with someone else,just let it go, you can love someone who come into your life more than what you loved her.
My🫀: You think so, I don't think I can ever love someone as much as I loved her, she wasn't my first relationship but I gave her more than I can, more than I should have, when ever one said just give 50% of your love and time in the start and progress on, I gave my 100% and tried to progress on, she put all the blame on me, I took responsibility even though everything she said was a lie, everytime she lied I knew she lied but refused to beleive in it, now she's gone, wow, life surely is harder than I think.
My 🐶: IDC what you are doing am gonna smash my head on to you and hit you with my tail, and throw the ball at you, so that you can throw it back at me, and then you gonna sleep.

Pets

Hope is pouting in advance, hope is faith's richer, bit chi er sister, hope is the deformed,attic bound  incest monster offspring of entitlement and fear. 

Hope

You will get what's coming to you in ways you can't expect,but very much deserve.

Life

Sometimes the person you want doesn't deserve you.
I wish I knew it before. 

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