What is the next major evolution in ideal human body?(like we evolved from chims what's next?)

Dreams

Uski wafa ne bewafa bana dia 
Juth bola bhi nhi jutha bana dia
Ruthke yun gya hai mujhse
Jaise wapas lautke nhi aayega

Breakup

I don't want to go... Currently the admission process is going on for D2D admission so it's like vacation. But i don't want to go to the same college campus where I'd so many bad memories. And my own classmates hates me and think I'm bit... Or ra..di No one in class likes me or want to be my friend. I know that now whole class will not there and I'll meet new students but always in fear that what if my old classmates says all about my past and then again I'll have no friends. 
D2D means I'll directly get admission in 2nd year of btech. 

Anxiety

Hi, I’m not sure how do I go ahead. The entire COVID situation has been impacting me a lot. 
So many cases & deaths around, even in family as well as friends has started to freak me out. Looks like the world is coming to an end. 
I have seen a lot of posts that say keep away from social media, exercise, do things you love etc. 
To be very honest, I’m a fitness enthusiast & I have a set routine, I wake up every morning, workout, have my breakfast, a work schedule, have some time off for myself too. 
Despite that! This entire COVID situation is shattering me from within. 


Mental Wellbeing

How I feel today is confusing, the horrific feeling that I am going through is not easy to put into words. 

I miss my ex, way too much. Well you could say that they and I have had many troubles together. It started of with us knowing each other for 2 months, they broke up with me and I was so hurt by it. That night and almost the whole week I bailed my eyes out like there was no tomorrow. Eventually after a week they started to date someone else, which made it even harder for me. I tried to move on, but nothing worked. It’s been 6 months, and I did not move on completely. You see, me and them have been through so much after our relationship. The first time they cut me off : a week later an old friend of mine texted me and said that they were having a panic attack, begging me to help them out because they didn’t know what to do. My ex decided to unblock me and I spoke to them, it was 2 am and we kept talking until 5. They told me that they missed me and that they were sorry. The second time it was because they saw me talking shit about them when they broke up with me, I was hurt and I wanted to make them look bad in my eyes so that I would be able to move on, but not even that worked. How they found out? They were on my account because I asked them to do something, then they promised me not to read me and my best friend’s dm, but they ended up doing that and scrolling 2 months back. After that they dmed me and were sorry, we missed each other too much. There was where the false hope started, they told me that I was the love of their life, that I was their drug, for them 2 weeks later to date someone else. That hurt. Not a week later they told me to tell me what was wrong and I didn’t want to talk about how I felt, because I felt guilty. After I told them that I’d wait for them, they blocked me. Many things happened after that, way too many. People kept sending them anonymous tells “You did them wrong.” “You are heartless” , it hurt me as well because of me, they had to receive that from some anons who I don’t even know. That night they texted me and told me to keep my minions away. I told them that I didn’t send anyone to them. They got mad and we had a whole fight, they said that I was manipulative and some other hard words. Then I was shocked, I was messed up. I gave them an apology. Then again we were friends again after a week. And now? Because I have an “unhealthy obsession” with them + I was avoiding talking about my feelings with them, they decided to cut me off again. It didn’t hurt that much, but today it hurts more than ever. I don’t know what to do about it, it’s been 6 months. 

I want to move on, but I don’t know how to. 

Overthinking

Huchappa. KOppal


3am Thoughts

It's better to stay alone, rather being around with people who don't value n Respect u.

Lonely

Its lonely everywhere, i think i don't belong in this world, i feel more depressed day by day..

life me Chunotiyon se nhi chutiyon se dar lagta hai

kabhi suna tha aaj dekh rha hu

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