What does it mean when she say i dont care about ur feelings on some one. Is it very much true or i have to take it as opposite???

Confusion

I hate it when i wanted to cry rn but my tears won't come down. And when I don't want to cry coz i have school then my tears are in the mood to cry wth 😫

3am Thoughts

Suggest me some good party musics... 

Celebration

𝘞𝘦 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘴𝘦𝘦𝘬 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘴𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘭𝘰𝘴𝘵 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘯𝘦𝘴 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘩𝘪𝘥𝘦.

Growing Up

Will you be my friend 

He had a female friend whom he called his sister. I trusted him a lot and never doubted her. But he took advantage of this and started talking to her till 3 am. in the morning, telling me that he is very busy the next day and going to sleep at 9.
This was non tolerable and asked him politely to be slept early for the sake of his health.
But he made me shut by raising his voice over me.

Loss

So this is my first time posting as myself and I wanted to share a poem I wrote about how I feel. I hope you enjoy! 

Before free (title)

Rush lights, speeding noise, 
The deafening wind roars with anger.
Crashing waves, muffled voices.
Thoughts laced with anger.
Light droplets falling, only to settle,
Forcing the fragrance to rise.

Icy bars, fresh knife to the skin.
Dulled with red hot thoughts.
Warm, fresh tears fall. Drip, drop,
Acid to every inch of exposed skin, 
Increasing the depth of the new marks.

Watching the waves, hearing the wind.
The crash and howls, dance, producing a blissful song.
Calling, enticing, feeling.
The lights fade out, the screaming drown out. 
The only noise, the song. 

Thoughts laced with anger,
Dissipate.
Thoughts laced with dullness run by. 
Thoughts laced with misery fly though,
Settle.
Last.
They stay.

Release.
The burn? Relieved.
The slice? Gone. 
The pain? Long lost.
Freed.
The fragrance disappeared,
Masked by the scent of freshness, 
Renewal.
The song remained, louder and absorbing.
Attractive.
Crash.

Suicidal Ideation

Trying to normalize things like just don't think about this or that. Trying to live life apart from all this things like party or doing same routine but now I'm gonna just trying be at present and will observe myself just. I will not cared way by situation or emotions will be seeing the world as it is and what I'm enjoying at that moment so, try to observe your life and be at present thats it

How do i explain what having major anxiety is and how and why you feel it to someone who doesn’t know it at all or has never felt it majorly? 

Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts